Have you ever?

Have you ever lose focus?
This is my first month and I've losed six pounds so far. I want this so bad but this week I didnt do to well. Not my best.
I did my weight in and im still at six pounds. I kinda feel like giving up, I wanna lose weight SSSSOOOO bad but something is holding me back...a cupcake prehaps lol. :sad: :ohwell: :ohwell: