I hope it will be different this time. . .

Hello all, this is my introduction. I have done this before and fell hard, so hard I gained more weight then when I started the first time. A little over a year ago I decided to eat healthy. I did an amazing job. AMAZING. After eating right for a couple of months I decided to add in some exercise. I lost a little over twenty pounds and was on the right track. Being so happy in my life i decided to get back into school and that is when it all went downhill. I am a woman of routine and working full time and going to school I hardly had anytime to plan my meals. I fell so hard I was disappointed in myself and continued eating horribly for months. I am now ten pounds more than when I first started my weight loss. I want so bad to do it again but I am terrified I am going to mess up again or eat without thinking. Food is my drug and I know I can overcome that again but I am terrified of failing.


Need some friends, support, and kind words.