need motivators!

daisygettinghealthy

I am 17 and 5"4. I started at 236 pounds in August and I am currently at 189 pounds. I have done it all myself but the last couple of weeks I have slipped and put on six pounds. My motivation was lacking, i would wake up positive and by 5-6pm i was raiding the cupboards. Today I knew I had to get back to weight loss as I am going to Rome for my 18th and dont want another holiday spoiled with me crying about how I look in holiday clothes. I have ate healthy today and am going to kettlebells shortly and walking the 1.5 miles home. I want people I can talk too, my boyfriend is a good help as he has diabetes so has to watch his sugar but he is not overweight so doesn;t fully understand my struggles. I get barely any support at home and feel that the lifestyle my Dad and his partner have, affect my food choices as they are VERY unhealthy.
anyway, thanks if you have read this and sorry for rambling on.
Daisy.:flowerforyou: