I'm back, breastfeeding and needing motivation!

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Well, after being slack off here for quite awhile i have returned!
I had my baby daughter coming up 8 weeks ago via emergency c-section, and after a rough stuff, with her ending up in NICU and me developing infection, we are both doing very well.
And its about time i loose this flab! I was big before i got pregnant, I'm back to pre-pregnancy weight, which is still far to heavy, and want to slim down.
I hate my body, i don't have postnatal depression, i have body depression. i hate hate HATE the saggy tummy or "apron" and would really like to slim down and tone up. But i lack motivation to get off my *kitten* and do it!

Please add me as a friend if you wish! I need all the help and bum kicking i can get! And advice to from you been there done that mums.