Need some encouragment!

msjmar

Hey everyone, I have tried using myfitnesspal for a while, which eventually leads me to give up after about 3 days. LACK OF WILLPOWER? What do you do to keep on track? I am currently at 177lbs and would like to return to m once weight of 140lbs! After getting married in August the lbs started packing on even more! Anyway, this sounds crazy but I deal with a lot of anxiety and a bit of a hypochondriac and seem to talk myself out of bothering to lose the weight. Maybe I'm scared of the change? Scared of the attention? Scared to admit I need to lose weight to become:noway: a better me.. I always say...well i'm going to die one day away, why not eat the foods i love, or i could have cancer or .." enter disease here".. so why bother? HAHAHA,I sound like a wreck. I'm a major foodie. So cutting back on calories is hard in itself, I'm surprised I'm not much heavier than I am. Kind words only! After all we are all here for one purpose! TO LOSE WEIGHT! :-)
Jessica!!