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My name is Devi Zecklin-Davis, I am 40 years old, mother of 4, and a stay home mother. I was at the doctors about 2 weeks ago and found out I was 290 pounds. This is the highest in weight I have ever been. I looked up sites and this is the one I found that really goes with me. I started working with this site. I went to the doctor today and found out that I gained .02 pounds. I feel like the harder I trying to lose weight the more I eat and the less I exercise. It is making me depressed. I want to lose 10 pounds by my sons graduation. I know it would make my self esteem go up and hopefully help with my diabetes. I