Newbie to MFP

Today is the first day of the rest of my life....

I want to live life not drag though it.
I want to experience life not sit in the car so I don't see anyone I know.
I want to feel life instead of being numb from hating myself.
I want to touch life and make a difference not stay at home because I am ashamed of how I look.

I.WANT.TO.LEARN. how to control myself
I.WANT.TO.LOVE. I am defined by the number on the scale (I can't grasp this one...yet!)
I.WANT.TO.LIVE!!!!! I want to be free and have a heart full of joy. I want to BE what GOD created me to be.

I need help and I can't do this alone. Will you be my voice of reason? Will you talk me down from eating a carton of Red Velvet Blue Bell? Seriously, I'm looking for some friends in the same boat who understand what I'm feeling. Being fat and lonely is a bad combo... kind of like a #1 at Sonic! :wink:

OK, let's do this thang!
Cam

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  • bdenitto
    bdenitto Posts: 210 Member
    You can do this! I was once friends with Sonic and Blue Bell. Feel free to add me as a friend.