Hello

hannahtipton779

Hi, I'm here because I weight 213 pounds and I hate myself very much for it. My body jiggles when I move and my thighs are ginormous, when I looked in the mirror I wanted to punch myself until I bled. I haven't ate fast food in over two months and I run on the treadmill once a week because my knee hurts that I have had surgery on back in 2004 when I was 13. I want to lose weight but it seems like the harder I try it doesn't even matter because nothing is helping me. I want to wear girls clothes and find friends who are female but I can't even do that. My fiance is an angel, he tells me sweet things and he is a wonderful support. But I know my self hatred hurts him too. I used to be thin we we met he was 14 and now he is 20. I know we are getting older but I want to be pretty at our wedding.