Looking for some Support

Hi Everyone,
I'm Jen, 21, and I've been on MFP for over a year...off and on though...and every time I go "off" I gain it all back. I tend to get to about 202lbs and then lose it before I can hit One-derland (SO frustrating)

Anyway I'm heavier than I was when I started MFP the first time and it is putting a huge dent in my self esteem. I made this account but...I don't have any friends on it yet...maybe a little support and advice is what I need to *really* start up again.