Help!!! I need some advice.

myrababy1

Hi MFP,
Weightloss is a really hard topic for me. All my life I was 120-23 pounds until I got put on BC. I got the implanon put into my arm and my life been sour since. I skyrocketed to 190 fairly quickly. maybe within 3-4 months. I think its because im so use to eating junk food and staying skinny. now im addicted to food. I own insanity, turbofire, turbojam, brazil butt lift, slim in 6, and 30ds. I tell myself constantly " you have to workout'' "you need to change your life" ..... I can never stick to anything im so lazy ((((( And to make matters worse my whole family eats very unhealthy. im the biggest person in my house. and it hurts so much. i have self esteem problems, i just want my old life back. any tips? anything to help me please? maybe a support group? I'm 5'3 190-4 pounds and I'm 17.