My success geting in shape and beating bulimia :)

rebekkasif

Hello everybody!
My name is Rebekka and I'm only 15, I know you're suppost to be minium 18 to be here but I need this!
I have always been a fat kid and I have heard that from many kids in my class and my school. When I was in 3-4th grade they started to make fun of me. I had been bullied for a long time so I decided to change that!
My journey began in 2010 when I couldn't take this anymore. I started to eat less and more nutriusios (sorry don't know how to spell that) and exercise more. I had always been in gymnastics but had to quit in 2009 because of my back but in 2010 I started again. I was doing OK until august 2011 when I took it too far and stopped eating and if I did I puked it up. I forced myself to do it. I lost alot then but then when I realized what I was doing I tried to stop and today I am in recovery from bulimia although nobody noticed that I had it. I found out myself and could control it on my own and I am really proud of me. Today I am in what I call OK shape. I don't call it fat but also not skinny. I can wear bikinis, I couldn't once, and I can fit into my goal jeans although I've grown. My goal jeans were jeans from my 3 years older sister wich has always been in great shape and has amazing body and she had stopped using them but I, 3 years younger could not fit in them! I was so embarresed! Today I can fit in clothes from her that she has stopped using in 2010 I was almost 145cm and 65kg but today I am 156cm( yeah, I know, I'm small ) and 56,4kg. Although I was 60kg in the beginning of the year 2013. In the beginning of march I was 59kg but then I started a non-sugar diet and lost almost 4kg (almost 8 pounds I think). Now I'm seeing a boy and I'm happy with mylife, something I was not in 2010 when I had thought about suicide for a long time and almost did it one time. I just wanted to share my story to all of you!
Hope I didn't waste your time making you read this and sorry if my english grammar is not correct, it's not my main languages

I don't know how to put pictures in here to show you but if you check my profile you can see my before and after pics from 2010 and 2012 although I have lost almost 6kg since

Good luck on your journey

ajhugz

Great job. I'm glad you reached your goals in a healthy way.

rebekkasif

thank you I am so happy about it too!

dangerousdumpling

Above all I'm so glad to hear that you stopped purging. You are a beautiful girl! Keep being good to yourself and keep putting your health and your future first. You're a smart girl, too. Just keep doing what you're doing.