Here comes the try time that will become a success story

So tired and frustrated of failing! My boyfriend who is wonderful and has been with me forever by accident mentioned that he did not like my body. To me that was such a slap in the face and made me feel horrible. I know this weight is not the right one from me and I tried many times before to lose weight to no avail. But now I really really really want to lose weight. Not for my boyfriend but for having the confidence to be naked, and buy pretty close and to not feel inadequate.I can't ask any one to love me if I do not love myself.

I am an event planner 22. Looking forward to finally losing this weight.