Home Issues = Giving in

FitCrystalLina

I recently got married in November and Im 20 years old, My husband is 26.
I gained alot of weight after being w/ him for a year, Ya know you get comfy w/ your spouse and your just like whatever.:indifferent: :grumble:
No im paying for it, Im trying harder than ever all I think about is working out and what im going to eat.

I've lost 8pds so far which is pretty cool Its a slower process than my other "diets", I always gain the weight back. This time I wanna change my lifestyle, the way I eat and keeping working out in my life for GOOD! :drinker:

my husband and I live w/ my grandparents since jan 2013 I quit to focus on school and getting a office job is hard when I have certain hours and days I cannot work.:sad: :sad: :sad: Its pathetic I know. Loser right. :ohwell:

But recently I've been going out w. my friends and I've been comming home at about 1 or midnight and I love it, spending time with my pals. Im not a club person I hate clubs and houseparties and things of that sort. I like movie night and just hanging out but I get home today at 12:12 and my grandma comes in the room and tells me I cant be comming home this late and I need to do this and dont do that. I feel even more like a loser. Why is she treating me like a kid? Im a married woman. Well act like one right. I just wanna have fun w/ my friends I guess. My age is showing well I was doing good all day even when I went to Taco Cabana and my friend ate like a pig I sat there with my cup of water with lemon and watched her. I was proud

Then I got into that argument with my grandma and after that I eat the mexican cookies. I guess im not strong enough. I gave in and winners dont give in.....