50 lbs lost, more to go.

cherilyn666

I used to be very obese for as long as I remember and I hated that.

Since this january I have lost 50 LBS (lived almost 3 months on 600/700 calorie diet).

Now I have joined gym and am going there every day, but I am finding it difficult to eat above 1.200 calories as I feel extremely guilty and I feel like purging every time. (I haven't yet)

I do, however, find it very difficult to exercise.

I still have tons of fat to go and I am scared that I will have loose skin. It absolutely terrifies me.

I am a guy, by the way.