Stuck :-(

This is such a never ending battle for me. I so badly want to lose the weight, I really do. I used to be really athletic, then a desk job and laziness kicked in, add on having an 11lb baby and well you get me ... fat and feeling helpless. I feel totally alone as my b/f, whom is obese, is not exactly on the train of weight loss and getting healthy and fit. I live in an area where I know no-one. My family isn't overly support either and its like "why bother" but then I think, I have my son, I want to live a long time and be able to play and watch him grow! He is 4 and I already feel guilty for missing out on some good times with him.

Anyone else in a situation like this? Lets try to support each other since we have no-one else or if you were in this situation and have a positive story to share, let me know.