Lets try this...AGAIN!

RRB2000

Ugh...how frustrating it is. Lose weight, gain it back, lose it, gain it back. Its a vicious cycle for me. I joined MFP last January, 2012, and did amazing. Started 1/1/12 and lost 30lbs by April of 2012. I felt great. Ran 5 out of 7 days. Went from treadmill to running outside and it was AMAZING. I felt good, wore the "cool mom clothes", had energy. Then I stopped running in July...just got "busy" and was like "its ok, I'm still doing fine." I didn't gain any weight back for months...started back some old eating habits, and then come November, as the wonderful Holidays approached, well, I ate fudge, and cakes, and cookies, fast good, and acted like it was ok to eat whatever, whenever, and how much ever I wanted to with no worries. Well, today is April 22, 2013 and I have gained all but 3 lbs back from my starting weight last year. How depressing. So I deleted my old account, b/c I wanted to start fresh.....I need fresh faces, that have had success, or are just starting out...or starting BACK again like me. I need to be held accountable, but in a nice, honest, way. I feel miserable in my own skin and so mad at myself for allowing me to gain it back. So please, if you are interested, and ready to help get my butt back in gear, send me a request. I am always good about cheering others on as well, and want everyone to feel as good as I did last year at this time. Thanks in advance, and good luck to EVERYONE!!!