re introducing myself......

I am so frustrated with myself, i keep having to re introduce myself and i want to kick myself in the butt... I have been on the damn diet yoyo for years now, i do really well, then something happens and i fall and it is never a little fall but a BIG one. I cant seem to keep on track.... So here is go my name is Shari i am 52 years old and i just want to be healthy, i am tired of the yoyo, i want to cut that damned string and have it just go away.....

Thanks for letting me vent, i just need motivation.......