Back for round 2!

curlygigi12

Ive decided to try MFP again after being gone for sometime. I just feel soooooo tired of looking at myself in the mirror and feeling unhappy. My BF, who is super fit btw, thinks I look great and enjoy's squeezing me. I know he loves me and that is totally worth something, but I think I am ready to try to love myself. I was watching the new Ciara Video today and thought" my God, look at her body!" and then I thought to myself, I want that body, for me. I want to go to the beach with him and feel proud of me and not feel like everyone is wondering why he is with a fat girl. So here is to me starting again.....Im going to put my best foot forward. Please pray for me...there's nothing more I want in the world than to feel happy in my own body!