I need some motivation and support too!

Hi! Let me start off by saying hello to all of you wonderful MFP people taking the time to read this, thank you! :) So here is the deal. I have a few MFP buddies and I try and motivate and show them my support all the time... However, it has not felt much like a "give and take" situation.. It has felt pretty much one sided and that kinda sucks. Especially when I spent 8 days in the hospital with a lung infection that literally ate hole in my lungs back in March and I was unable to give the support, motivation and log in as normal (I did log a little, but it's kinda hard to log hospital food lol) I lost 5 MFP friends during that time. :( I have learned to motivate and support myself but it does get kinda lonely. Even with holes and lots of damage done to my lungs I've learned to still push on by eating good and exercising lots but really need the support and motivation to keep on track, especially when I have binge eating days, like this morning. :( I tend to do this to myself right before I have a serious doctors appointment coming up (tomorrow I have a pulmonary function test) I guess you can say I'm a worry eater. Anyways, to get to the point, I'd like to make some new MFP friends that are not all into "friend collecting", that only receive tips, motivation and support without giving back. So if this sounds like you, I'd love to hear from you! Lets be MFP buddies and support eachother. :)