I can do it!!!

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Sometimes I feel like giving up! I have never had a eight issue, after having kids and ageing I went from 135lbs to 178 lbs in 4 years... I haev always had the body everyone envied...now im fat. Im 5'9" and 165lbs.....have lost 11 pounds in 3 weeks. So im down to 165 now. But i still feel nasty! Ofcourse my husband says im beautiful, but i get so angry when i look at myself in the mirror. Its hard as hell to lose it, but so damn easy to gain it, it sneaks up on your and before you know it your a fat *kitten*.