dead to MFP?

so i feel like i need to say hello again and let the world know I'm not dead. As a matter of fact, for the past three months, I've been living in my gym. I just haven't seemed to log it. Not here anyway.

I feel like I can handle one but not both. I can handle either watching my caloric intake, or pushing myself to gym it up. (what the bestie and i like to call gymocide) and I'm struggling with the motivation and will power to do both.

the current weight loss #'s on my page are from working out alone and has been a total loss just from the gym. I know that in order for me to meet my goals... i need to be more active on here again.

So starting tomorrow... I'm going to start logging my food again. I need to be held accountable for my digestive actions and would love it if people (those of you who know me might have already given up on me) would be willing to support and help motivate (and browbeat) me into making sure i don't slack on logging my food.

This is it. I'm starting to finally see results. I am so afraid i won't be able to get the food side under control.

so ...

I'm not dead. who's willing to yell at me on a daily basis?