competition is my weakness...I need it!

I'm having a hard time competing with myself with this whole weight loss thing. I've already failed, which means its gong to be easier for me to fail again (that's just how i'm programmed) so I need someone who is willing to challenge me with a little competition, a race to who can lose more. I know this might sound silly, but I know it will work, for me, and you to if you are a compressive freak like me I need someone who had lost zero lbs so for...so a newbie, our someone who has lost, but them gained again for a zero balance. Message me and friend request me if interested! I am looking forward to meeting you!!
Alicia