hi

I joined this a while ago, and i find it helpful as far as trying to keep track of everything, but i think I just need support right now! my name is April im 29 and i have 3 kids. I never gained weight from food i gained it al lfrom having kids. I always did fad diets one week i would lose the next i would gain and its been a rollercoaster like this for almost 10 years, and in 10 years i gained 100 lbs total!
Now im here, a year ago I was 180-200lbs im now 245. I started working out every day for a half hour doing cardio and i started eating great! but i lost nothing, for 5 months all i did was gain and its all im doing. I stopped bc i just gave up, my own family telling me i was too big and no one not even my husband would support me. I have no one cheering me on and telling me to keep going.
My calorie intake is super low, (900 a day without diet) all my friends keep telling is, stop eating so much, start eating better, work out more, but let me tell you i AM eating way better, and i cant cut more than I have and work out? i do it as much as i can with a job and kids. people dont understand its not eating and working out thats the problem, I had all my blood work done, my thyroid is fine ect, there is no underlying problems! so I started working out again, see what happens. I really just need support bc i think thats the reason why i gave up so fast