NSV in Compost Bin

So for the next two days I will be taking a comprehensive 10 hour (5 each day) exam.
My friend told me to just "let loose' and buy and eat whatever I want.
I tried to resist this but eventually I gave in.
I went to Trader Joe's today and bought:
1 bag Sour Cream Puffs
1 bag of peanut butter pretzels
1 bag of cheesy crunchy sticks
1 bag of Peanut Butter Crackers
1 bag of cheese crackers
1 bag of tortellini
1 bag of fruit strips.

I came home and went to town! I divided it all up for each of the days and started with today. I ate as I went. I also brought a mixed bag to the library to study.
At the library I had a "come to" moment." I realized that I really didn't want to eat all the food but if I kept it then I would.

So... I just came home, and dumped it in my compost bin.... almost $20 worth of snacks!!! I had to shake up the compost bin so I wouldn't eat it back... yuck... I know.
I kept the tortellini and the fruit strips. I calculated this to be 660 calories for each day. That is ok for lunch - the exam is 9-2pm.

So... I don't know at what part this become ridiculous... but seeing all that food piled in one place and thinking of it as calories... was a first experience for me.

Now I am back to normal. I hope to pass this exam and still feel good about myself. I am learning other ways to feel good than just through food. Relaxation feels good when something this stressful is in my life.

thanks for reading.