Weight Loss Questionnaire

• Gender: Female
• Age: 54

• Starting weight: 204
• Current weight: 155
• Goal weight: 140

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which) my grandkids


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?) yes as I got older, no as a middle aged gal,no to the trigger,


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? maybe sometimes


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) no


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) no


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? none really


• Why do you want to look that way? just for me


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) 5 days a week workouts and low carbs


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? upper arms and thighs


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) positive


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) yes,both


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) some not all


• What motivates you? life


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) upset


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) close,so close!


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? motivated to keep it up


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? kieep going


• What is your biggest worry? I am at a stall..hit the big brick wall....and I need another 15lbs gone before 5.29


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? it's a life changing event....


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? not sure yet...

• Gender: female
• Age: 23

• Starting weight: 167.9lbs
• Current weight: 147lbs
• Goal weight: 125-ish lbs

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
1.I want to have a healthier lifestyle... If I do grow old, I want to be able to get along by myself. I mean, I know I'd eventually need help, but I want to stay as lucid and independent for as long as I can.
2.To look better, by being toned and fit. I'm not aiming for skinny, just healthy and fit looking.

• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
Yes, I've been heavy since I was a kid, and it always troubled me. During my teen years I couldn't find nice clothes to go to parties, so I sometimes didn't go.
Unnatural eating habits: poor food decisions counts? It's a family thing... we tend to eat more carbs and protein than vegetables, and we love eating out. But when I started the university I had more freedom to go out, so I put on a lot more weight during those years.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
No

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes, in a way... I mean, I know i'm not going to look like most actresses on tv (nor do I want to), but when I see a heavier actress I think, "oh, she looks kind of chubby"

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
I'm not looking forward to have someone's body; I want my own to be healthy and fit.


• Why do you want to look that way?
Clothes fit better, more clothing options. Also, I feel better about myself


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
I'm eating healthier, and by that I mean:
First of all, I just have to say I'm not dieting... just making different (better) food choices
1.I'm trying to eat more vegetables and protein, and less carbs and fat (but by no means I'm depriving myself of them)
2. I'm counting calories, and staying within my macros as often as possible
3. I haven't stopped eating out, I still get a hamburger, pizza or whatever, as long as it fits in my macros... and if it doesn't, I work out to get extra calories, and if that doesn't work either, MEH, I had a bloody hamburger and so what? I'm making changes I can live with, not some idiotic diet I won't follow the rest of my life.
4. Exercise at least 5 times a week. I do cardio (elliptical and running) in sessions of about 30-60 minutes, and circuit training, with Shred in 30 and Ripped in 30 by Jillian Michaels. Her DVD's specially help in losing inches, toning and gaining strength. The cardio is for resistance.
5. I take lecitine or drink red tea (puerh) every once in a while... once a week or every two weeks.
6. I drink at least 4 cups of water every day... It's hard for me to drink more than 6, but sometimes I make it.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
I'm trying to change all over, but my problem areas are my stomach and my outer thighs (which is gonna be kind of tough, cause all the women in the family have big thighs). I'd also like to get a decent butt

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
I'm feeling very excited about it. I can see the changes; I know it's not a one day transformation, but I'm enjoying every step of the way so far. Some days I don't feel like working out, but it doesn't happen very often. Also, compliments from people keep me motivated, and I get them once a week, at least... so, I am pretty happy about it. My clothes don't fit anymore, they're too loose and that makes me happy too. Some other clothes I had bought in smaller sizes (for when I'd be able to fit into them) now actually fit! and I love wearing them and showing around

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
Yes, my family and some friends. I have a special friend at work, she's my weight-loss buddy, and we're both on MFP, although she hasn't had time to log in but everyone's been very supportive, and they tell me to go exercise when I don't feel like it

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
How people treat me... maybe I've gotten a bit more of attention from guys, but it could also be that I feel more confident about myself.
How people see me... as in they've noticed the difference, or as in they perceive me as a different kind of person? Because they've noticed the difference, and they think I look happier, "fresher" and better overall. I don't think they think I'm a different kind of person.

• What motivates you?
The measuring tape, weight scale, loose clothes, small clothes fitting, compliments, being able to run for over 15 min at 9km/h without stopping

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
I don't get the feeling of falling off the wagon with food. I know I won't eat perfectly (that means healthy, as in lots of veggies, some protein and carbs, and a workout) every day, but I don't feel bad for treating myself to the food I like. When I get lazy and don't work out, even if i'm eating properly, that's when I feel bad, lazy and not like myself. Because I'm a goal-oriented person, so if I don't reach my goals I get frustrated and angry, but because I am the one that's not making it happen and I should. I suck my laziness up and get moving.

I haven't felt like giving up.

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
I'm getting there step by step, and it's fulfilling to see a 1lb difference every week, or half a centimeter on X body part. Right now I'm halfway from my goal, and it doesn't seem impossible... I just have to continue being constant.

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
Very accomplished, proud of myself, more secure, hot, sexier, proud of myself.

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
What do you mean if I don't feel that way? Like, if I don't like what I see when I reach my goal? a little frustrated maybe... but it think it's very unlikely that'll happen.

• What is your biggest worry?
The fat in my thighs is not going to go away -_-

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
Constance and discipline are key. I can continue enjoying the foods I like, as I know how to handle them. I've also learned to appreciate exercise and crave it. (I used to hate working out in school... I hated sports and PE class -_-)

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
It's one of my own... and it's about doing things instead of regretting not doing them, like, going running or doing a video of Jillian even if I knew it'd hurt the next day; instead of not working out at all. When I said it, I was also talking about making a move and getting what I wanted, guy-wise, lol. "Better sore than sorry".

• Gender:Female
• Age: 32

• Starting weight: 187.6lbs
• Current weight:167.8lbs
• Goal weight: 140lbs

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)

I just want my old body back, i dont want to see a muffin top above my jeans & i know that i will look and feel healthier but most of all in the long run im doing it for me no~one else & hoping that it will improve the symptoms from (SPD)


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)

I was quite happy with my body, always naturally slim and my weight gain had nothing to do with overeating. It started back in 2002 at that time I was around 133lbs then fell pregnant with my oldest daughter. During pregnancy i suffered very badly with Symphysis Pubis Dysfunction (SPD) which gave me unberable pain when walking and just going about my day . Afterwards i still suffered although walking was fine, i couldnt go to the gym or do any workouts because the cartalige in my pubic bone felt like it was tearing & extremely painfull. My weight dropped to around 168lbs not long after having her & it then yo yo'd through the years between 146lb - 154lb. Then in Nov 2008 i fell pregnant with my son, only this time the (SPD) was far worse & i ended up on crutches for the best part of 9 months & had to wear a support belt to keep my pelvis & hips together. My weight balooned to around 210lbs. After my son the pain was far worse & it took a long time around 2 years to get back to 146lbs & that was just by diet alone. October 2011 i get another surprise pregnant again with my third child another baby girl & the dreaded (SPD) flared up again except this time i managed to stay off the crutches & just had my support belt holding me together but went up to 217lbs my biggest ever. So here i am, family completed & still suffering with (SPD). Which makes exercise extremely difficult as my pubic bone is misaligned & quite often the cartilage pulls causing (unbearable pain)

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?

No


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)

No


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)

No im well aware alot of pics are air brushed, i think size 0 is disgusting there are some stunning curvy girls out there that are curvy but toned & the only thing i hate to see is fat bulging over e.g muffin tops etc i personally think the fat bulging look is unnatractive.


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?

I don't actually have one but theres plenty old pics of me that i think i wish i looked like that again.


• Why do you want to look that way?

Going back 10 years ago i wasn't to fat or too thin, im not a busty girl & was all in proportion & now im all out of proportion


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)

I'm trying to stick to MFP calories. I'm eating mainly food that ive always eaten just keeping an eye on the calories in it, or swapping those kind of foods ive always eaten for the same but lower in calories. I scan foods to help me portion them so i'm not over eating. Ive cut out alot of crisps, chocolate etc i do still have them occasionally but not everyday if even once a week, I still even have the odd take away or eat out when im out with family or friends. But the thing helping the most is i've started manageable exercise 5 days a week, my body is changing as a result of the combination of watching what i eat & exercise. I find i burn alot of calories just going about my day at times which sends my body into starvation mode hence the reason i can at times stay the same weight so i invested in a nike fuel band which is helping me balance that problem. I work 2 days a week, on those 2 days i burn more than 1200 Calories & thats without a workout so i dont exercise on these days.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?

Right now after baby number 3 my stomach area it didnt quite bounce back like with the other 2, i think it may never be the same i can deal with that bearing in mind i carried an (8lb & 2 10lb babies) ive seen far worse stomachs than mine, oh & i hate my muffin top


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)

I hate that i have gained so much weight but it was inevitable during my pregnancies if you cant physically walk, bend or go about daily activities without pain or damage to yourself & are told to rest then you are going to put on weight very easily. Right now i can see the change ~ i'm very positive i'll reach my goal & actually starting to like my body again


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)

Not so many in real life but there's plenty people here on MFP that are all different ages, shapes & sizes but we all have one similar goal which is to lose some weight or maintain there ideal weight


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)

Not really but many people have commented on how i look recently mostly positive & have asked what ive been doing to get in shape

• What motivates you?

Myself ~ i have to do this, i dont want to look this way anymore


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)

Not fell off it in a while (Oct 2012) had alot going on & with christmas etc coming up i decided to wait till January & since then ive kept going. I didn't punish myself i gave myself some time & am doing better than ever. And although i have days where i eat out or have the odd take out i dont beat myself up over it, its family time & i should still be able to enjoy it.


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)

Very positive, hoping to achieve it by the summer, actually worked out that if i steadily lost 2lbs every week over the next 14 weeks i'd be there, notice i said if , so if i dont i know for sure i'll hit my goal not so long after


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?

Wow i made it


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?

I'll be pleased i reached the 140lb if my body still needs toning up i'll continue to exercise but i wouldn't want to lose much more weight i want some meat on me like i said before im not curvy curvy


• What is your biggest worry?

That if i still have a muffin top at the end :laugh:


• What have you learnt on your journey so far?

It takes time & effort, i didnt get this far sitting on my butt

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?

"If you want to accomplish anything in life, you can't just sit back and hope that it will happen, you've got to make it happen"

• Gender: Female
• Age: 18

• Starting weight: 130
• Current weight: 130
• Goal weight: 120

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
I want to lose weight because it will make me feel better about myself, and also so I can fit into the clothing that I want to wear, and look good in a bikini this summer!

• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
I was not always unhappy with my weight, I started being a little self conscious in 6th grade when I noticed that I wasn't exactly "skinny." After that, I started having this obsession for food which I am now looking to get rid of!

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
No

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes, all of the stars and role models that I look up to are very skinny and physically fit, so naturally I want to look like them. Also, many popular stores make their clothing in a certain way so that they only fit well on certain (skinny) bodies. So I want to be skinny so I can fit into the clothing everyone is wearing.

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
I aspire to have a body like Jillian Michaels.

• Why do you want to look that way?
I want to be strong and physically fit so I can be confident and wear the clothing I want to wear.

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
I just started, so I'm not exactly sure. As of now, I am not planning on having a specific diet. But I am planning on working out on my own 2-3 times per week. And I am not taking any supplements or having surgery.

• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
My "problem areas" are my stomach and my legs!

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
I am feeling negative about the weight I have gained, and I am looking to become more motivated to lose the weight I have gained over the years!

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
I have a few people that motivate me in real life, and none online...yet.

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
N/A

• What motivates you?
I am motivated by imaging the clothing and confidence I could wear!

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
N/A

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
I think it is somewhat close, but it seems kind of hard!

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
I will feel absolutely AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
I am 100% positive I WILL feel that way!!!!!!!

• What is your biggest worry?
Having too many "cheat" days, and not reaching my goal by summer!

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
N/A

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
I actually have 2:

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take" -Wayne Gretsky

"I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, but it will definitely be worth it."

Gender: F
• Age: 36

• Starting weight: Highest 165
• Current weight: 150
• Goal weight: 140

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
Lose. To feel good about myself when I look in the mirror. Be strong and healthy as I age.


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
Always struggled with weight gained as a teen. Loved food more than exercise. Didn't start exercising until my late 20's and now I'm addicted. Stress makes me eat and so does boredom, therefore no watching tv!

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
No

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes. Always hear about the stars getting ridiculed for gaining weight or looking fat in their clothes

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
Lean and toned. Tosca Reno is my inspiration. I want to look like her at 50!

• Why do you want to look that way?
To have glowing skin and too look young forever. Being overweight ages you physically and mentally.

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
EAting clean as much as possible. Limited red meats, only chicken, fish, dairy and veggies. Running, lift weights and yoga are the activities I do regularly but I'm always trying new activities to challenge myself. No supplements/surgery


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
Change all over. But I would love a flat tummy!! I have great legs and bum from running :oD

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
Positive. Realized it's not going to come off fast because it's a lifestyle.

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
MFP rocks! My hubby is also very supportive. He cooks the things I like )

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
Everyone around me knows that I try to eat as healthy as possible. They are supportive.

• What motivates you?
The feeling I get after working out. Looking good in my workout clothes. Summer!!

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
Upset but tomorrow is a new day.

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
It's close but need to really focus on the last 10 lbs!!

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
Accomplished!

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
Challenge myself with something new

• What is your biggest worry?
Gaining it back

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
It's a lifestyle change. Make little changes at a time. Use your spare time to be active instead of sitting on the couch. Choose activities you like best so you enjoy doing it.

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?

• Gender: Female
• Age: 24

• Starting weight: 168lbs
• Current weight: 142lbs
• Goal weight: 135 lbs

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose weight? - To feel better about myself, be healthy and fit back into my old wardrobe


• Tell me a bit about your past… - I lose weight once before but it was more puppy fat than anything else. Was in a long term relationship with a guy who needed to eat lots just to sustain his weight, so I thought I could do the same. No exercise and the weight just crept on over 4 years or so.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? Absolutely not


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) no


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) Yes but I try not to let it effect me so much. I would like to have the body of certain celebrities but I'm fully aware that their job is to look that way and they have all the time/resources to achieve that - so i don't beat myself up about it.


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? Probably somebody like Jessica Alba or Bar Rafaeli - slim but still with curves.


• Why do you want to look that way? I want to keep my femininity. I have no wish to be thin, I just want to look slimmer whilst still maintaining my curves.


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) I'm doing the Insanity program - currently on day 12, so not far in. I joined a gym 6 months ago, did a few workouts from 30 day shred, and tried to moderate my eating habits. I'm not cutting anything out, just learning moderation.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? I'd like a more slender appearance everywhere really. Lean and strong.


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) Most of the time I feel really motivated and positive, I can see how far I've come. And mentally I've got a lot stronger too. But there are days when I feel fat and want to give up.


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) MFP members have been great, really instrumental to my success. i've learnt so much from the people here. My friends also have been very supportive - they encourage me to have a good time so i don't get too obsessed but they also come to the gym with me and we work out together.


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) I don't think so. I've not really had to endure jibes about my weight or appearance


• What motivates you? Feeling that my ideal body is now within my grasp and that i have nothing to gain by giving up. Before it used to feel so hopeless but now I'm nearly there I feel really motivated.


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) I actually feel really bad about it, which I'm working on. I don't even want to look at it like falling off the wagon, those days are normal and needed as well. I just make sure I make up for it later.


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) With Insanity I really feel like it's possible and within my grasp which is so exciting


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? I think I'll still have a way to go mentally until i've caught up with my body's changes. Learning to love yourself takes a lot longer than losing a few pounds at the gym. But I think I'll be really proud of myself


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? Work on myself mentally, whilst still keeping up with my fitness regime.


• What is your biggest worry? That I'll be disatisfied when I reach my goal weight...


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? That you should take it one day at a time and that it's a marathon not a sprint. I'm trying to encorporate all these changes so that I don't have to do it again. I'm making fitness a part of my lifestyle rather than a chore.


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? It doesn't get easier, you just get better

• Gender: Female
• Age: 25

• Starting weight: 180
• Current weight: 155-160
• Goal weight: 125-130

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
I want to be in the Healthy BMI category instead of Overweight, I want to look sexier and have more confidence. I also want to fit into some of my old clothes that I outgrew.

• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
I've never had a weight problem until a few years ago. I think my metabolism just slowed down. I have never had to watch what I ate or exercise. I used to hate physical activity and would eat anything I wanted (fast food, candy, etc) as much as I wanted. I grew up drinking soda and eating frozen meals.

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
No

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes, a lot of women in the media have big boobs and small waists and wear a lot of make up. I used to feel like I should look that way but being with my boyfriend has made me realize that he thinks I look good the way I am so I don't feel like I have to change anymore. He does want me to lose weight and get healthier so I am trying to do that.

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
Don't have anyone in particular but I am aiming to be slender with a little muslce tone.

• Why do you want to look that way?
I think that is the best combination of sexy/womanly + strong/healthy.

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
I am eating at TDEE-15% and trying to eat as many clean foods as possible (fruits/veggies/protein) while limiting my carbs and sodium. In general I am trying to slowly incorporate more clean/whole foods into my diet while phasing out the fast food/junky foods etc. My exercise plan includes workout DVDs such as Jillian Michael's and Insanity, running (training for a 10k right now), zumba, and walking my dog. I sometimes do body weight exercises also. I try to run 3x a week, dvd 1x or 2x, zumba 1x, and walk my dog maybe 4x.

• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
All over but my upper arms and thighs are trouble spots.

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
I feel positive about it because I have lost 25 pounds so far and I'm happy to be doing something new that is good for my body and will make my body healthy. Sometimes I get frustrated because the results are slow and I mess up frequently (by binging on alcohol/fast food etc).

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
All of my family/friends support me and MFPals

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
Yeah several friends/family members have complimented me on how I look and stated they are proud of me for training for some of the competitions I am doing (obstacle courses/races).

• What motivates you?
The results I see in the mirror and the feeling I get from having a good workout. Also I sign up for online challenges and races/obstacle courses that I have to train for which keeps me accountable.

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
I feel disapointed in myself but I realize that it is normal because no one is perfect and I can't eat perfect every day. I get upset but then I think "I have to do better tomorrow."

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
I feel like once I reach my "goal" I will have to continue to maintain so there really isn't any stopping. I think it seems far away since my progress has been slow.

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
I think I will feel really good about myself and confident to show off my body.

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
I guess I will keep working on it.

• What is your biggest worry?
That I won't ever make my goal. I could get pregnant and then just keep getting fatter and fatter. Won't lose the pregnancy weight and I'll just get totally fat.

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
I have learned so much about working out and eating right. I can't even put down all the stuff I've learned. A lot.

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
"No matter how slow you go, you're still lapping everybody on the couch."

• Gender: F
• Age: 21

• Starting weight: 178.5
• Current weight: 166.4
• Goal weight: 130 - 143

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose weight? (Please state which)
Being healthier, being skinny, feeling comfortable in my own body, feel better about my body

• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
I have always been called fat/big. But if pictures are an indication, it wasn't true. I was not skinny, but I wasn't fat either. Just a regular kid. When I was 16 y I changed school and developed some unhealthy eating habits (lot's of junk), by the time I entered college I drank alcohol on a weekly basis, eat irregular, ... I gained a lot of weight and I am trying to 1) change my eating habits and 2) lose all the weight again.

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
Nowp.

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes, I do feel like it's easier to be skinny. You don't have to be healthy. People judge bigger people. Everyone assumes they're unhealthy. A skinny/thin person can be unhealthy/lazy/... too.

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
N/A

• Why do you want to look that way?
N/A

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) I count calories. I try not to drink (diet) soda, I eat fruit and vegetables everyday. I ride 2 - 3 hours a week on our horse and I go running for 20 -25 min everyday.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
I want to change all over.

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
I sometimes feel like it isn't going fast enough.

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
Yes, my mom and boyfriend are very supportive.

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
N/A

• What motivates you?
Seeing/feeling positive changes.

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
I want to punish myself but I try to think/act: "Tomorrow is a new day. I can do this."

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
It feels impossible. I don't know what I'll do when I reach it.

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
No idea.

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
N/A

• What is your biggest worry?
That I won't like how I look. That I'll still feel fat and ugly.

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
Perseverance.

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
N/A

• Gender: Female
• Age: 21

• Starting weight: 206
• Current weight: 200
• Goal weight: 140

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? I want to lose weight to be a healthier me and to look/feel better bout myself. Ultimately my goal is to lower my body fat %


• Tell me a bit about your past… I was always bigger growing up, I was allowed to eat whenever and whatever I wanted (as I remember anyways) It wasn't until I got into high school that I got diagnosed with type 1 Diabetes and then it all got worse. I didn't take care of myself and went into hospital for diabetic ketoasidosis several times over my whole teen years. Then I moved away and felt I needed to start over. I still didn't do well, but this year, something happened and the way I saw the world changed. I began controlling my diabetes and with that came my energy and motivation to be healthier. So here I am now, the healthiest I've ever been and loving myself : )


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? I was diagnosed with diabulimia 3 years ago. It will always be apart of me now. But it's how I deal with it that makes me a better person.


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? See above


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? I used to, until I started to take care over myself and I sort of just began loving myself for who I was.


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? My future self.


• Why do you want to look that way? See first question.


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible....... I follow no specific diet. I have my macros set at 50c/25p/25f. I go to the gym 4-5 times a week. Cardio plus strength training. I supplement with whey protein every so often. No surgery


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? I don't believe in problem areas.


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? I feel proud of myself for taking the right steps into a healthier lifestyle.


• Have you got people who support you? Online, here, for sure! And I have my boyfriend who takes pleasure in forcing me to the gym when I don't feel like going : )


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? Sometimes my boyfriend thinks I'm some sort of health nut, but I guess I kind of am compared to his one XL Slurpee a day routine.


• What motivates you? Anticipation.


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? I haven't felt like giving up yet and I don't plan on it. If I go way over calorie goal I go to bed on time and sleep it off because it's a new day and one fall won't break me.


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? I'm excited to feel sexy for myself, even though my boyfriend says I already am.


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? I think I will be a much happier person.


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? I think if I don't feel happy at my goal weight, I must have terrible brain damage and everything I've said is bull****.


• What is your biggest worry? People I know changing their opinion of me negatively.


• What have you learned on your journey so far? Exercise if fun and something I can look forward too.


• What is your favorite (relevant) quote? Wow, I really regret that workout - No One. Ever.

• Gender: Female
• Age: 25

• Starting weight: 154lbs
• Current weight: 135lbs
• Goal weight: 133 lbs

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose weight? - To improve my overall health, feel good when I look in the mirror & in a bikini and be able to buy size 10 jeans again


• Tell me a bit about your past… - I have always loved food. I don't just mean junk food, food in general. I grew up with a family who all have healthy appetites, I love to cook and eat out. We were always taught about which foods were healthy and I've never been one to eat a lot of sweet stuff but if I let myself, it would be portions that I struggle with. I am not very good at stopping when I am full which ultimately leads to over eating.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? No. Although, I do find it stressful if I know I am going out for an unhealthy meal and it's going to be hard to stay within my calorie goal.


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) No


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) Yes but I also understand that what we see is not real. Or certainly not real for anyone holding down a full time job, running a house and leading a normal life! It's important to remember the celebs and models we see all have personal chefs, trainers and cash to spend on looking that perfect!


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? Kate Upton. She still have great curves but is gorgeous!


• Why do you want to look that way? My boyfriend loves her! Haha, no, it's because she is slim but still femine. I do not strive to have boney hips an elbows. I strive to be toned but curvy. I'd hate to lose my boobs and bum!


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) I'm doing mainly Jillian Michaels DVD'S at home plus one circuit class a week and 2 gym sessions including cross trainer and stationary bike. I also walk where possible.With regards to diet, I am trying to eat 1,500 cals a day plus eating back some exercise cals. Food is mainly lean meat, veg, fruit and good fats like dairy and nuts. I still have some treats though, I could not give up chocolate altogether!


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? I'm trying to tone everywhere but mainly my stomach and arms. I like my legs


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) Most of the time I feel really motivated and positive but there are days I just want to eat and give up for a bit. I guess that's the problem with being close to goal weight, you start to get comfortable and lazy!


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) Yes although I do get the odd 'you don't need to lose anymore' comments which are not helpful although said with the best intentions I am sure. My other half is naturally very slim and so he sometimes says I am being obsessive and that one takeaway won't hurt. That can be tough to deal with.


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) No.


• What motivates you? Thinking about my summer holiday and feeling good in my swimwear! Also, knowing I can put on anything in my wardrobe and it'll look good and not too tight!


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) Really bad! This is an area I need to work on as when I get to maintenance, I am bound to have good and bad days. I really struggle to let go and find myself cutting back to make up for it which is not helpful. It also makes me feel like I might aswell just keep eating crap now which is obviously not the right thing to do!


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) Excited but scared. Kind of like, what's next? I've lost it and put it back on before, I will not do that again!


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? Probably like it's still not enough. I still feel like I look the same. Losing weight and changing how you see yourself are two different things. I'm sure I'll be happy but I'm also sure I'll want to keep going and just tighten up that, or firm up that!


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? Go workout..?


• What is your biggest worry? That it'll never be enough or that I'll put it back on.


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? That bad days happen! That I do have good will power. That change can happen. Keeping motivated and not eating cake is hard!


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? No pain, no gain!

• Gender: Female
• Age: 31

• Starting weight: 197
• Current weight: 180
• Goal weight: 160

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
Honestly? Because I don't like the way I look and nobody else seems to either!


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
I've always been larger, mum and dad are a fan of large portions and very 'if it's on your plate you must eat it all' which I am only just getting over!

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
No

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
No

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes and no. I don't look at magazines and say 'Oooh life's not fair, I should look like Britney Spears, boohoo' but at the same time I do want to look like someone else. A better version of me, and when I am struggling on the treadmill and some pop video comes on, I think 'Come on, that's what you are aiming for, keep going!' (I am realistic and know I will never look like some sort of pop star)

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
Beyonce

• Why do you want to look that way?
She seems to have everything in proportion, obviously works hard but looks great to me.

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
Eating around 1700 calories (above my BMR and about 20% below my TDEE). I play netball, do weights and cardio at the gym, kettlebell classes and run the odd race here and there. I try and keep my food to sensible choices with the odd extravagance, mainly aiming for 45% carbs, 30% protein, 25% fat

• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
Everywhere is a problem area but my thighs are the first thing to change (overall getting bigger but with muscle rather than fat). Inner thighs and stomach will be the last to change I expect, but would like an overall reduction (except on my boobs which are disappearing at a rate of knots)

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
Positive. I know I can do this!

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
A few, but I don't tend to tell everyone about my weightloss/fitness efforts. It bores people and I don't want everyone to ask me how much I've lost every 5 minutes, so no Facebook posts and no bragging on here

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
Not really.

• What motivates you?
Knowing that one day I'll be happy with myself and eventually a man out there might feel the same way. Knowing that I am making positive changes and not waiting for a surgeon (although if I could afford one, I might give it a shot!)

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
I feel like an idiot but also like a human and I pretty much give myself that day off. Write it off as a bad day and start again tomorrow

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
I'm just under half way now and I feel good about that. I know I have a way to go until I am not only at my preferred weight but also body fat percentage, size and fitness level but I will get there. I'm a work in progress

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
Ecstatic and confused. What will I do with my life when this is no longer influencing every decision I make about when, where and what to eat?

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
Find a new focus/obsession

• What is your biggest worry?
That I'll be in the shape I want to be in and still not be happy

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
That it takes time, patience and willpower to get this to work and it won't happen overnight

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
If you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you always got

• Gender: M
• Age: 46

• Starting weight: 371 (361 "official MFP" start)
• Current weight: 264.8
• Goal weight: 230-240

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which) I finally got tired of being fat. My health. The fact that purposely destroying my body was sinful.


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?) I was always "big boned", but I always athletic. My weight always seemed to play into the fact that I could move it almost as quickly as smaller guys and performed really well in sports.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? No. I'm simply a glutton. A sinful nature and selfish.


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) Nope.


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) Perhaps in advertising. I love running, the people in running ads don't look anything like me. But, how I look is my fault. As is what I choose to look at.


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? Not sure I admire anyone famous. I have friends who inspire me to keep working on things, but no "ideal".


• Why do you want to look that way?


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) I drink a supplement each day from Nu Tek (Nature's Greens, Nature's Fruits, Nature's Fuel and Nature's EPA) and I drink Protein Synthesis Vanilla shakes 2 to 3 times a day. As of July 1st, 2012 I stopped eating red meats and logging into Facebook. This was mainly to give me certain things to focus on to show that I had control over my actions. I have done 2 full rounds of Insanity! and just started a 3rd last Monday. I run. I think running has been a HUGE step in my weight loss. You don't truly comprehend how much your weight affects you until you need to move it around for great distances for a long duration. I am conscious of what I eat. Trying to log daily into MFP. I work at a gym 5 times a week doing weights or cardio plans that I get from Men's Health magazine. Drink lots of water. I try to drink a minimum of 64 ounces a day.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? My stomach is much larger than I would prefer, but I don't really target it. I'm much more concerned in overall fitness


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) I feel a great sense of accomplishment. I feel a sense of community from all the people who've helped me. My wife and my family who have really gotten behind me. I am motivated to keep going as I see it starting to motive others around me. I try not to be prideful when people approach me about my weight loss, because if I hadn't been lazy and unconcerned in the first place I wouldn't have had weight to lose.


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) My wife is awesome. I feel like she has been behind me 110%. My friend who runs with me. My friend who did Insanity! with me last year, and now we have a group of guys doing it. My church that motivates with their support. Most of my online friends rarely have any interaction with me, other than maybe an occasional "way to go".


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) I think people react to you more positively when you are thinner/healthier. Part of this is probably that I feel better and I am in a more positive mood. I'm not as self conscious and I don't see ulterior motives when I see someone looking at me.


• What motivates you? Definitely my wife and kids. I feel like I cheated them out of like 15 years of the "real me" because I was fat and miserable. Jesus motivates me to be ready to "go into the World" like he's called me.


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) I don't see this as something to get on or get off. It's my life. I have had a few times of shame/guilt. Mostly when I get on the scale and I KNOW that what I've chosen to eat has caused poor results. However, there's a benefit to enjoying life once in a while. I know that I before I enjoyed like constantly (i.e. gluttony).


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) It seems very far away
right now. Like the finish line in a race when you first see it and think "THAT is not 1 mile, no way". I know the goal will be reached if I just keep moving forward.

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? Well, judging by my prior goals reached. I will probably think "wow, what now?" and set a new goal.


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? Probably set a new goal and get to work.


• What is your biggest worry? Probably discouraging my wife. She has worked harder and more consistently than me. I don't want to do anything to cause her to become discouraged.


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? That it's a journey. I didn't get fat in a few months and it can't be undone any quicker. I've learned that most people don't want to go on the journey, for whatever reason. I've come to learn it can be a fun journey, it isn't all about what I "can't do" or "can't eat", it's about the million awesome choices I have out there and making them work for me. I've also learned that most people don't get there simply because they quit. They let themselves down.


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? Probably "dig deeper" - Shawn T. A lot of the time I look to Phil. 4:13 and Heb 12:1 for inspiration, too.

• Gender: Female
• Age: 33 3/4 (hahah)

• Starting weight: 288.6
• Current weight: 243.8
• Goal weight: 170

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which) I want to lose weight to be more healthy, lower my cholesterol, and try to prevent the family cycle of having heartattacks at a young age. (Grandmother died at 40, father started having them around then, sister had one last year at 38)


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?) I've been overweight the vast majority of my life. We never ate super healthily, and both of my parents were also overweight. I am an emotional eater and turned to food for comfort through bullying and emotional abuse, as well as attempted incest.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? No


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) No


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) I actually don't. I know it's BS because it's all photoshop and ridiculousness.


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? Whitney Thompson, winner of Cycle 10 of America's Next Top Model. She's considered a "plus size model" (size 12) and we're built similarly.


• Why do you want to look that way? She has a healthy body for her frame.


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) Eating at a caloric deficit of 1000-1200/day (sometimes I just can't eat as much as my monitor would like me to), exercising 4-6 days a week (either in the gym or walking). No supplements other than vitamins.


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? All over really but my stomach is a problem area. Since you can't spot reduce, I'm just trying to reduce my body fat percentage overall!


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) I feel incredible about how far I've come!


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) I have a large group of MFP friends who are amazing and also have my fiancee who is on this journey with me.


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) Not that I've noticed. I've gotten compliments but no one's treated me differently.


• What motivates you? Wanting to grow old with the love of my life.


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) I haven't fallen off yet. I allow myself everything in moderation and have one meal a week to eat anything I want regardless of whether or not it fits my calorie goals.


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) I feel that I can do it, or get darn close. The scale doesn't tell you everything, and if I am at a healthy fat percentage but above the goal weight, so be it.


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? I think I will feel really good.


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? I have no idea. I have a long way to go before I need to worry about that!


• What is your biggest worry? That too much damage has already been done by the years of poor eating habits.


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? Patience! And that weight training is just as important as cardio.


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? “Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.” ~Robert J Collier

• Gender: F
• Age: 23

• Starting weight: 183lbs
• Current weight: 127.8lbs
• Goal weight: 126lbs

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which) Lose weight to improve self esteem and self worth.


• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?) I was a skinny child, very active. When I settled down and became happy I just ate what I wanted and sat on my butt alot.


• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder? No


• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered) No


• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate) No


• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration? No one really. I want the best body I can have to be happy.


• Why do you want to look that way?


• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…) MFP - you know how it goes!


• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over? My stomach. But you cannot spot reduce so the weight had to go from everywhere!


• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated) Positive


• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online) My entire family, partner, MFP pals


• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public) Probably self esteem issues but felt treated better.


• What motivates you? Feeling good


• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset) a little disappointed with myself but stronger because I know I can pick it up the next day.


• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible) So close! Feel so proud.


• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal? Just better with myself. More comfortable. I just want to live life without having to worry about my weight.


• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next? Reassess goals and what I would like to improve and do something about it.


• What is your biggest worry? Nothing, only positives have come from this.


• What have you learnt on your journey so far? Food is not the be all and end all. It gives you fuel to live. It doesn't hurt to treat yourself.


• What is your favourite (relevant) quote? Do not reward yourself with treats; you are not a dog.

Gender: Female
• Age: 22

• Starting weight: 168
• Current weight: 139
• Goal weight: 133-135

• What are your reasons for wanting to lose/gain weight? (Please state which)
Lose Weight
I was borderline overweight and disgusted with myself.. I still am but I'm working on eating better and being more active. My family medical history isn't so great and I'm afraid of inheriting a lot of it if I'm not healthy. and I just want to be fit and looking good will be a plus

• Tell me a bit about your past… (Were you always unhappy with your weight? Did it begin in childhood? Did a specific event trigger unnatural eating habits?)
I have ALWAYS been unhappy with my weight. It began in childhood. I was always a slim kid, VERY active.. always outside and running around. But for some reason when I got into the 4th grade, about 9-10 years old I think.. I started to realize that I was getting tubby and actually started to call myself "fat'. I had a friend that did the same so there was a negative influence on me.. there was no one that encouraged me to look at myself any different. I began softball when I was 10 years old and 125 lbs.. I grew up in the South and drank sweet tea every day, all day long.. ate everything the rest of my family ate and there was no portion control so I'm pretty sure this is what caused my weight gain.
With growing older, I played outside less and less but continued to eat the same. By the time I hit 8th grade, around 13 yrs old, I was at the highest weight I have ever been in my life.. 186 lbs. This was a major "aha!" moment. I remember always crying at myself in the mirror wondering how I could have ever let myself get like that. And that's when I started eating less and being more active.. I tried out for basketball and softball (didn't make the teams but got good workouts from conditioning for try outs lol) and I was involved in Track and Field. I got down to 176 lbs by the time I was in 9th grade, 15 yrs old. I started marching band in 10th grade, 16 yrs old and got down into the 150's. I continued marching band throughout high school and my lowest weight then was 148 lbs when I graduated at 18 yrs old.
I then went to college, my first time around, continued marching band for 3 years but I ate like a college kid and drank like a college kid.. back up I went.. I weighed 168 lbs in November 2011, 21 years old. This was my second "aha!" moment. I was ONE pound from being classified as "overweight" I started working out and watching what I ate.. I lost 6 lbs on my own before coming across MFP which helped me out more. My last weigh in on Friday, I was 139.0 lbs. But sadly last night I had a binge and I know it's not "real" weight but I was 142 this morning.
The fight will always continue...

• Would you consider yourself as having an eating disorder?
As of right now, I feel like I do have an eating disorder. I don't know when I'm "full" and when to stop. I feel like I eat ALL the time and am never satisfied. I've noticed myself turning to treats when I get stressed. It's comforting in a way and I hate that. I also think that I eat even when I'm not even hungry. It's something I'm working on.

• Have you ever had an eating disorder in the past? (If you are now recovered)
I've never had an eating disorder in the past.. this is just something that has very recently developed. I have to recognize these habits and break them!

• Do you feel pressure from the media to look a certain way? (If so please elaborate)
Yes but no. My boyfriend loves the way Mila Kunez looks... I look nothing like Mila.. and I don't think it's even possible for me to ever be as small as her. My body frame isn't even that small. I'm tall and have a med-large frame and I have lots of muscle.. and a layer of fat lol. I hate that he's attracted to something I can't be.. but he hasn't said that he wants me to look like her, it's just that I know that's what he likes.

• Who has your ideal body/Who is your body inspiration?
Jillian Michaels. I think I have a similar body structure as her.. even though she's 7" shorter than me.. hmm.

• Why do you want to look that way?
Because I know she's fit and healthy. She's strong and that's what I want to be.

• What are you doing to change your weight? Please give as much info as possible (Specific diet/workout plan/taking supplements/surgery…)
I'm trying to have a calorie deficit to lose 1 lb/week. I'm eating about 1470 cals/day. But this is hard for me since I have a terrible relationship with food.
I try to workout to one of Jillian's dvds 5X/wk.
I drink a protein powder drink after hard workouts.
I try to always get a lot of protein and fiber, and get a less amount of carbs.
That's it. It works if I can actually stick to it. I've been struggling lately though.

• Do you have ‘problem areas’ (please specify) or are you trying to change all over?
Change all over but certain areas I hate... tummy/low back ("love handles")

• How do you feel about your weight loss/gain? (Positive/negative/motivated)
Right now.. NEGATIVE and motivated!! I hate the whole process because I keep getting off track but motivated to get things right.. ask me in a few days and I'll probably be positive again.

• Have you got people who support you? (In real life/Online)
Online, yes.. some people on here help me out but not much. In real life.. kinda.. I think everyone is tired of me talking about eating better and working out. They're "over it".

• Has dieting changed how people see/treat you now? (Friends/family/public)
No

• What motivates you?
Myself and wanting to be fit and healthy. I don't want to keep letting myself down. Food shouldn't have this much control over me, it's controling my life because it's all I ever think about

• If/when you ‘fall off the wagon’ how do you feel? (Like giving up/motivated to do better/like punishing yourself/upset)
All of the above.

• How do you feel about reaching your goal? (Is it close/far away/does it seem impossible)
Seems impossible even though it's so close. I guess that's because it's been so close for so long now and I keep messing up and getting further away.

• How do you think you will feel when you reach your goal?
Incredible! Accomplished! Content with life and able to LIVE!!

• What if you don’t feel that way? What will you do next?
....I'll set another goal until I do feel that way.

• What is your biggest worry?
That I won't be able to get my eating under control, I'll gain back all my weight plus some and I'll never reach my goal.

• What have you learnt on your journey so far?
It's hard work and definitely takes discipline. DISCIPLINE is the number one key to it all... You have to be able to tell yourself no.

• What is your favourite (relevant) quote?
"If it doesn't CHALLENGE you, It doesn't CHANGE you."