completely let myself go

I would like to give you some advice, but I can wrap my head around having that little self respect. I think your issues go deeper than this. I suggest seeing a doctor.

...A Psychologist! ASAP! Especially if this happens often! how many people have you lived with being so young? Maybe you need a good mentor as well... it's more than a weight issue!

I wish you much success!

Well, to be honest, the "use drugs and alcohol" statement tells me your issues are much much different than simply weight loss.

That's where I would start. If you can get that under control....then you know you have what it takes to get the rest under control.

I wish you the best!

Is this a joke thread?

I'm going with yes. If you look at OP's other posts, they have been both a girl and a guy and the posts are foolish

Sweetie just the fact that you say that you meet someone new and move in with them is not good. I think most women get a great sense of pride and themselves from living alone, at least for some time. I have let myself go too, sweatpants and pjs are my friends but you are making the first step by admitting that this isn't the way you want to live. I suggest you concentrate on listing your priorities and you post that somewhere highly visible. It should not be body image geared but life geared. It's great if you want to get healthier but list other things you want. Best of luck and stay positive. We all go through ups and downs.

if this is a joke thread then shame on you.

*yawn*. Neeeext

Oh that's so cute! :drinker: :indifferent:

Is this a joke thread?

I'm going with yes. If you look at OP's other posts, they have been both a girl and a guy and the posts are foolish

I completely agree. The OP is completely nuts, but at least he/she, whatever it is, is entertaining.

Dang it!!!!!!! Tricked again.