Restarting for the right reasons

I try, and I fail. Over and over. I try to lose weight to make someone else happy. I try to lose weight to fit in. I try to lose weight to buy the smaller, much prettier clothes. I try, and I start with a huge goal, and it becomes too big, and too hard, and I scare myself and I fail.
I'm trying again.I'm trying because I just don't want this to be the rest of my life. I'm trying for me. I'm taking baby steps this time. I want to do this right. I can't fail anymore. I owe it to myself.
Above all else, and every other "I" in this paragraph, I can't do it alone......Hope to meet you!