NO MORE!

I'm just going to go ahead and admit I've been sooo bad lately about working out as well as eating like I should be...I've gained and lost the same like 10 pounds since I started being more serious about this earlier this year. I know everyone goes through their up's and down's and I've had mostly down's...idk why I have such a hard time.

Today, however, I stepped on the scale for the first time in a while and see that I am like 3 pounds heavier than when I started back in April...it's like SERIOUSLY?? WTF SELF?!

...today I have to start getting back on the right track if I ever want to enjoy life. I am 24 years old - I should be out having fun and enjoying the time by BF and I have together but I don't. I am so miserable about the way I look I can't enjoy anything it seems. Not any more. Today I am putting my foot down and getting over all my issues. I deserve more in life than this. NO MORE EXCUSES. NO MORE WHINING. NO MORE FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF. Not after today.