I accept my faults and everything else about me!

My life is changing. It's changing for the better and I have so much to live for. It is gorgeous outside, I am blessed and I have a mighty God that isn't going to let me quit at anything in my life. Weight loss being one. My issues I know mostly stem from my weight. I cannot wait for the day that my weight is not my number one worry.

As for dating, it can be put on hold right now. Self discovery and loving myself is what I need to fix. You are all right. How can I let someone love me if I don't love myself fully. I love myself enough to change. To get better at everything I do. To understand that being skinny isn't going to "fix" my issues with the love that I need for myself. I'm accepting the fact that my weight has a lot to do with my outlook on life. I'm happy but I could be happier. I've realized I put myself last on the list. I need to make myself first for once and get to the person I've always wanted to be. Life is TOO short to be miserable. So here's to a new and healthy beginning. It's never too late. I need to improve my mind, body and soul. The man who gets me is one lucky *kitten* lol but for now, I need to be the luck I've needed all these years and start with ME.

I felt the need to express how amazing life is and how ****ty we can make it when we feel so poorly about ourselves. I turn 25 in 8 days and this is just the beginning. PEACE, LOVE and FAITH