Well I blew it!!

Hi guys, I am so mad at myself. Being new to Insulin 2 months in I caved tonight. My number haven't been in double digits for the last 2 weeks but tonight...sigh, I slipped and I ate a bowl of raisin bran. I was craving it so bad lol. My sugars went up but nothing dangerous. I feel so guilty now, grrrrr. Vent over.
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  • jdad1
    jdad1 Posts: 1,899 Member
    You titled this post "well i blew it", just so you know you only "blow it" if you don't get back on track tommorow. What happened yesterday was not good as you see it, don't let that change the good day you will have tommorow.
  • TavistockToad
    TavistockToad Posts: 35,719 Member
    Hi guys, I am so mad at myself. Being new to Insulin 2 months in I caved tonight. My number haven't been in double digits for the last 2 weeks but tonight...sigh, I slipped and I ate a bowl of raisin bran. I was craving it so bad lol. My sugars went up but nothing dangerous. I feel so guilty now, grrrrr. Vent over.

    really!?
  • GiveMeCoffee
    GiveMeCoffee Posts: 3,556 Member
    Hi guys, I am so mad at myself. Being new to Insulin 2 months in I caved tonight. My number haven't been in double digits for the last 2 weeks but tonight...sigh, I slipped and I ate a bowl of raisin bran. I was craving it so bad lol. My sugars went up but nothing dangerous. I feel so guilty now, grrrrr. Vent over.

    Guilty over raisin bran? hmm ok good luck
  • Yes really, I am not suppose to have a big bowl like I did.
  • Thank you for the support :)
  • Yes, it may some trivial to some but when you have been working your butt off and overwhelmed with info on diabetes all at once, it is a big deal. I let myself down. Maybe this isn't the place for me.
  • best thing you can do is move on. don't beat yourself up
  • Alatariel75
    Alatariel75 Posts: 18,250 Member
    You didn't blow it, you slipped up. Like pretty much everyone on this board does. Yes, your restrictions are for diabetes and not just weight loss, but it's still a huge adjustment and you are human and will get the better of yourself.

    Blowing it is when you ignore doctor's advice, eat what you want, ignore your condition and lose a foot to gangrene.
  • socolu
    socolu Posts: 6
    Sounds like you've just been diagnosed, so of course, you will have slips ups as you learn what you can and can't do. The best thing is that you measured yourself. So you haven't got a head in the sand mentality... We can't be perfect 100% and now that it's done, time to learn from it and move on. You have now seen what a big bowl can do to you... so you'll think twice before doing it in future.

    Good luck!:smile:
  • kingscrown
    kingscrown Posts: 615 Member
    Do you consume any artificial sweeteners? I found when I took myself off them I found they really drove my cravings for sweets. No I don't use them at all and my craving for sweet thing and simple carbs is greatly reduced.
  • Thank you socolu! I just needed to vent as I let myself down.
    Kingscrown, I haven't been eating much as far as splenda or anything, haven't really craved sweets much. My vice is potatoes and white bread but now have learned I can't eat either.
  • Yes, it may some trivial to some but when you have been working your butt off and overwhelmed with info on diabetes all at once, it is a big deal. I let myself down. Maybe this isn't the place for me.

    Please don't let negative responses on the forums get you down. There are some people on MFP who spend a lot of time making fun of posters, and being sarcastic and rude, but it's still a good place to be for support. Good luck with your weight loss journey :)
  • donnat238
    donnat238 Posts: 309 Member
    Pick yourself up and dust yourself off. You're on a learning curve. Now you know how your body will react to a large bowl. Good luck!
  • SharonNehring
    SharonNehring Posts: 535 Member
    I so "get it"! I was diagnosed with type 2 in December and must eat low carb as well. Just know that most people without diabetes here aren't concerned about the amount of carbs they are eating, just calories. Look for friends here who are doing low carb, Atkins etc.

    So feel free to add me as a friend. :smile: We can help each other learn. And believe me, I understand that making such a lifestyle change and learning all about diabetes is a pretty tall learning curve.

    I blew it myself last night and gave in to a potato chip craving. Good news is, because I had followed all the "rules" during the day, I didn't go over my carb allotment.
  • Onaughmae
    Onaughmae Posts: 873 Member
    No worries! As a lifelong insulin user I can tell you...there will be days when you eat something that you probably shouldnt. This is the life of a diabetic. No one can spend their entire life without ever caving to an occasional craving. If there is something I really want, I work it into my food plan for the day and make sure my insulin coverage is adequate. Its all part of the process for learning to live as a diabetic. Its a huge adjustment. What helps me is that I have come to believe that just because I am diabetic does not mean I am sick ( I am healthier than many people I know) and that I control that monster...it does not control me :smile:

    Best of luck to you and dont be so tough on yourself. Just stick to a basic lower carb eating plan and you will be great! :flowerforyou:
  • qtgonewild
    qtgonewild Posts: 1,930 Member
    well i hope you at least enjoyed your raisin bran, before this guilt took over. today is a new day. stay away from the raisin bran!!!!
  • sarahmichel101
    sarahmichel101 Posts: 158 Member
    It is not blowing it, and nothing is ruined. You just exercise a bit more, and the mistake is gone. Even if you are not able to exercise more each day is brand new. If you wake up every morning thinking that you've filed I bet you will fail. However if you start by seeing it is a new start, you have the opportunity to make it into whatever you like.
    Don't be dramatic, be proactive ;)
  • bumblebreezy91
    bumblebreezy91 Posts: 520 Member
    I've "blown it" over cereal before. Late night cereal is the best cereal. I used to binge on calorie-dense, high-sugar sweets, so I've come a long way if what I crave is cereal and not a pint of ice cream. Just be diligent today, keep at it. Don't get off the wagon or anything. It's fine.
  • wrenegade64
    wrenegade64 Posts: 410 Member
    Responses here may vary a little but all in all, I don't think anybody means you any harm. In my humble opinion, I would think that you blew it if you didn't acknowledge it. If the key factor in judging people were based on making a not so wise food choice, WE WOULD ALL BE SCREWED! Anybody who says they never strayed from healthy eating once in a great while is a liar and a fake (and possibly a cyborg). Refocus---don't rewind :-)
  • LizzieGirl14
    LizzieGirl14 Posts: 20 Member
    Every forum has trolls. :) Don't get discouraged. I will admit when I saw the thread title I thought it was something like binge eating! Then I read it and was like "Oh that's it?" But people set different expectations for themselves. :) If yours is to keep your carb numbers and blood sugar levels under a certain level then that's OK. But try not to beat yourself up too much or you'll fall off the wagon! I have PCOS which makes me have to avoid carbs as well (and I LOVE me some potatoes!) So I can understand the frustrations. :) Feel free to add me if you want some support!
  • hstoblish
    hstoblish Posts: 234 Member
    Hi guys, I am so mad at myself. Being new to Insulin 2 months in I caved tonight. My number haven't been in double digits for the last 2 weeks but tonight...sigh, I slipped and I ate a bowl of raisin bran. I was craving it so bad lol. My sugars went up but nothing dangerous. I feel so guilty now, grrrrr. Vent over.

    Guilty over raisin bran? hmm ok good luck

    Guilty over an insulin spike, it's different than being guilty over calories.
  • iamspdd
    iamspdd Posts: 134 Member
    When I had gestation diabetes a simple glass of skim milk could send my numbers flying. I totally get it. It can be so frustrating!
  • Macstraw
    Macstraw Posts: 896 Member
    Yes, it may some trivial to some but when you have been working your butt off and overwhelmed with info on diabetes all at once, it is a big deal. I let myself down. Maybe this isn't the place for me.

    It's not trivial, but the point people are trying to make is that it's also not such a big deal that you "blew it". Just get back on track tomorrow & consider this a lesson learned. If Raisin Bran is a big favorite figure a way to make it work - smaller portions every once in awhile, see if you can plan your day around it in advance so that your #'s end up OK, etc. but stop beating yourself up over it. This whole process here (whether it's for weight loss, body re-composition, health reasons, etc.) is a very fluid process where trial & error rules the way. This probably won't be the last "error" in the process, Heaven knows I'm still making mine, but as long as you take something from it then it's a success in that you've learned something.........
  • Kyttiara
    Kyttiara Posts: 28 Member
    High sugar is going to happen, especially when you are still learning your insulin routine. My fiancée is a type 1 as well, and I can tell you from experience, LOW sugar is way worse. Blurry vision, inability to speak, spasms, seizures and possibly a coma. You've only been on insulin for 2 months, you'll get this!

    You said in one of your replies that you can't have potatoes anymore...why is that? You should be able to eat it as long as you aren't binging on it, and the rest of your meal is healthy. Unless there is something else going on?
  • twistedbutterfly
    twistedbutterfly Posts: 61 Member
    Something Jillian Michaels has said has stuck with me and helped me when I've had times where I had waaaay more than I intended: if you are driving along a highway and your car gets a flat, you wouldn't get out of the car and flatten the other three tires. You'd get out, change the tire and go back on your way. Her statement may seem corny, but it's helped me stay on track more than once when I thought that I'd really messed up so why bother.

    Please don't beat yourself up. Or think that you've messed up too badly to get back on track. We all have days like that and it really is tomorrow (and the days after that) that will matter in the long run.
  • ritan7471
    ritan7471 Posts: 99 Member
    I think you're doing really well. I'd just encourage you not to take an all-or-nothing stance. I've known a few diabetics who are either all on or all off on their eating and that's not a good thing.

    Now you know the effect of a big bowl of raisin bran will have on your blood sugar - knowledge is power! Find ways to incorporate favorites like cereal into your eating plan in a way that won't negatively impact your blood sugar so much, so you will feel in control whenever you CHOOSE to have raisin bran.

    You deserve kudos for taking control of your health and taking your diabetes seriously. ((hugs)) to you.

    I think you've taken yourself off of potatoes and white bread because they cause spikes in your blood sugar right? I've been doing the same. I'm prediabetic and trying to avoid getting diabetes if I can, and have had to cut out almost all processed grains and potatoes and rice, but I do allow myself a weekly treat-usually a sandwich on rieska bread or risotto.

    It's all about finding a balance you can live with, and I'm sure you will :)
  • MichelleLaree13
    MichelleLaree13 Posts: 865 Member
    Diabetes sucks because fruit is even on the bad list. I think you just need to remember moderation when it comes to it. I would love to tell patients this: go to a nursing home and see what happens if you don't control your sugars. Amputation is no joke. I doubt you are that bad if your sugars are rarely triple digits.
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  • AglaeaC
    AglaeaC Posts: 1,974 Member
    I'm leaving room for various slip-ups in that I choose to recommit every day. That way the "burden" of lifestyle change is spread out over all my days and statistically I'm bound to slip up once in a while since I'm by no means perfect, but it's been baked into the package deal, so no biggie. Expect them and plan for some small indulgences so that the large binges might not even happen.
  • I'm a type 2, insulin-resistant diabetic. My slip-up's result in 200s. I have been eating crappy the last few days and have hit 258 two hours post-meal. It happens. Just got to move on. Exercise helps a lot too to lower, and water, so go out and be active after that.

    After three weeks of being busy and not going to the gym, I went this morning, then went home and proceeded to eat a bowl of half Kix and half Cheerios. Then a bowl of Corn Pops. See? Life happens, then you just move on and better yourself.

    My diabetes educator told me she wishes all of her patients only had diabetes, because unlike cancer and other diseases, you CAN control it and "take the seat", as they say. You'll be okay :)