Just for me

I am 45 years old and have lost and regained weight several times. The last time I decided to keep it off and to not make any changes in my life that I could not continue forever. At one point I was 254lbs. I got down to 130lbs and a size 4. Which I have been maintaining for 2 years. Now I am 155lbs. This is unacceptable. I want to be 125lbs. Correction I am going to be 125lbs by July 29, 2014. So I have my size 2 jeans hanging so every time I go in the closet they slap me in the face.

Because I am blessed to carry my weight in my hips and have a flat stomach, people think I look better at around 150lbs. I have even been told more than once and I quote,"You are a very beautiful woman but your were sexier with the weight", when they saw pictures of me at 254lbs. My doctor even told me I was too focused on losing weight. I should stop at 150lbs. My reply is to heck with that 125 bound and loving it.

July 29, 2014 - 125lbs