God, I am scared of getting back on the horse

Okay, I started this back last fall, but didn't give it a fair shake. I am starting my first steps towards healthy eating tomorrow. I remember those first two weeks are killer. I am 40 and mother to four kids, so I am always cooking big fat wonderful meals lol. Please go ahead and add me as I need the motivation. My name is ronnie39 because I thought I would lose the weight before I was forty. But hey, I still can right! Thanks