That thing I never thought I would be able to buy

So I'm go on vacation, a beach vacation, in September and now that I lost 69 pounds (hopefully 75ish by Sept. 13th) I absolutely needed to go shopping for some much needed bathing suits (and other beach wear in general).
I tried a bikini for the first time in my life and i actually liked what i look like in it. i'm still shocked to be honest.

And now i just can't wait to fit in knee high boots this winter!!