have to say this it ecking me!

there perjudice every where when it comes to weight and it the one thng many people don't fight it just different for some reason like people will fight against racism, disable folks ect ect. anyway it seems now that im slim people treat me different again i give them advice they act like i know nothing and im like wait i was in a fat suit so i understand im still dealing with the mental aspect of it. point onething i learn in my OA meeting is there are women of all different sizes im a food addict and looking at my shell you would never think but i am and im just tierd of people thinking i don't know the struggle i have and will never forget. maybe people do it subconsciously but i just want to put out there dont judge by the shell either way that person can have tons of wealth to offer cuz we all have and do walk many roads. how this came up? i was takling to a lady and she made the same excuse i use to make ect ect i puled out my pic and her eyes widen so yeah i know a thing or two and real life is way different from these so call reality weightloss shows i know what it like in REALITY! one thing it all emotional and mental and in the world today we stuff are emotions and im so glad i can let my feeling out now i don't stuff and it make me feel better. most people think im weird just for being vocal about my feelings but that was always the problem i self medicated with food now i talk and allow myself to feel everything and i don't feel a shame at all.if i hurt i cry if im happy i feel it if i feel violatedi let it be know (off soap box)