WHY WAIT UNTIL I LOSE WEIGHT TO LOVE MYSELF!!!!
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BettJo64
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I HATE the weight, but I LOVE myself I'm a big girl! yes, I am, indeed. I have been for my whole life. I've never ever known a moment of adulthood being under 200lbs. I am 50yrs old and my highest weight was 430lbs when I was 30. I joined MFP in July at 369lbs and today I'm 317lbs. I'm very proud of my 52lbs loss so far and I continue to strive to lose more every day. But my message here is that I've never had a moment where I didn't love myself. Not a conceited love. But a true...I care about myself and I love many things about myself kind of love. I hurt when I hear so many stories on here of self-hatred and degredation. My pride in myself never waivered no matter what weight I held at the moment. I have always carried myself as a lady who cares about her looks and hygiene. I firmly believe this is a personal issue and not necessarily up to everyone to carry such extreme personal judgments on others simply because of weight. Weight in my opinion has nothing to do with showering, fixing your hair, wearing makeup, adding perfume, finding something flattering to wear for your body type and best features, putting on a sweet smile, and having a great attitude about yourself and another blessed day in this world. This confidence exudes through all those pounds!!! Somehow others forget size and see YOU and they like what they see! Loving the YOU that is in this skin right now is so highly important in your journey of change!! How on earth can you treat yourself right and find joy in life NOW if you don't really love ALL OF YOU??? By loving yourself today as you are, you will be able to fight this good fight from a positive place to better ensure your dream goals to come true. So please...stop waiting to be skinny to LOVE YOU you are beautiful today! you are precious and special today! you are sexy and confident today!!! :bigsmile:
Skinnier tomorrow is what I'm working to be,
But today I'm choosing to LOVE ALL OF ME.
I'll respect myself for it is my profound duty.
And I'll show the world all my confident beauty.
Smiles I'll carry will be genuine and true
Because I'll feel this joy through and through.
LOVING MYSELF will cause a FIRE to ignite
And I won't be stopped in this weight loss FIGHT!!!
Skinnier tomorrow is what I'm working to be,
But today I'm choosing to LOVE ALL OF ME.
I'll respect myself for it is my profound duty.
And I'll show the world all my confident beauty.
Smiles I'll carry will be genuine and true
Because I'll feel this joy through and through.
LOVING MYSELF will cause a FIRE to ignite
And I won't be stopped in this weight loss FIGHT!!!
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Great post!!! I do struggle with loving myself the way I am now. Don't get me wrong, I do like who I am and I know that I am a genuinely nice, kind and caring person and that part of me I love but I do struggle to find my worth when I see how I look. I think it's great that you have always loved yourself no matter your size and you will inspire me to find a way to see myself the same way. God Bless and thanks for sharing!!! :flowerforyou:0
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SUPER motivating! I love YOU TOO! :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou:0
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What a great message.
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I love your post.
I've always struggled with the "self-conscious" part of being overweight - in that I wasn't very self-conscious about it but others acted as though either 1) they were or 2) I must be. I still have always put on a swimsuit and done what ever I was interested in doing. The weight has never been my "shield" from life. I do try to dress to camouflage my middle some - that would be my one self-conscious spot - but that just means I wear a looser top while I hike, swim, run etc. I never understood the "I'm to fat to wear a swimsuit" or "go running" or anything else. If I wait until I'm not I might wait my whole life. Ain't nobody got time for that.0 -
Betty you're awesome from the in and outside! I love your kindness! I can only wish you good luck and hope you stay many more days logging with me!0
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Yes!0
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I spent way too many years beating myself up because I couldn't fit into the "skinny jeans". When I stopped doing that, and started loving myself, the weight came off without the mental struggle.0
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Good for you, girl! There are plenty of skinny people out there without the self love you have. You are worth it at 300+ the same as you will be at GW. And you'll be happier during the process! :flowerforyou:
Thanks for the inspirational post. You deserve every bit of your confidence, happiness and love. I'll bet people love being around you IRL0 -
This was a great read...you are so inspirational. My whole life, I always thought if I wasn't thin, then I wasn't worthy of dressing nice, wearing make-up or buying new clothes. Even now, I feel I can't date or love myself until I loose the weight. Growing up, my family made comments about my weight. Even as I grew older, the comments continued. For instance, I met someone and my mom's first comment at me was did he see my stomach. It broke my heart and it just added to my low self esteem. Sometimes I think, family/friends try to help but their comments do so much harm. Thank you for posting this message. I think it is so important for girls to know that we are someone no matter what.0
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Very well said :flowerforyou:0
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I'm cool with that.0
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BettyJo, you're one amazing woman! This post touched my heart so. I'm thanking God to be able to consider you as my MFP friend. Your self-love is something that I am trying to attain. Like many others, I was made fun of and criticized because of the way I looked (and that included my family members!). Now I take it one step at a time. I know I'm a good person on the inside and I'm striving to stop the prerecorded negative messages about my self-worth that keep playing on a continuous loop in my mind. Little by little, I hope to be able to say I love myself no matter what the vessel that holds my soul looks like on the outside.
God bless you, BettyJo. And thanks again for being the kind, compassionate, loving soul that inspires others.
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BRAVO!!!
I'm so blessed to have you as an MFP friend!0 -
OMG :happy: I'm so shocked and deeply touched by the warm, open, and loving responses from all of you to my post :flowerforyou: So many have sad stories of people and instances in their lives that have led them to believe that they are unworthy...less than...undesirable...simply because of their weight issues. Sometimes it's just the person herself/himself that makes this random judgment call on herself because of her extra weight. Once you lose that feeling of love for yourself, you lose hope and interest in all things about you...weight, health, looks, hygiene, living conditions, who you surround yourself with, how you carry yourself in public, and on and on and on. I just don't understand how all these very important and wonderful things about someone can be so limited or forgotten simply because of the numbers on a scale. You can be just as gorgeous at 300lbs as you can imagine being at 150lbs. darlin', CURVES are SEXY and beautiful!!! Embrace your curves and enjoy your bodies NOW while you're on the weight loss journey. Don't wait to feel good about yourself! :flowerforyou:0
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I had to take extra insulin after reading this thread. :laugh:0
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Sounds like you've got it figured out! In the past, I lost little bits of weight here and there, but always gained it back. Like you, I spent most of my (albeit short, so far) adult life over 200 lbs. Once I learned that self-love that you're preaching here, I managed to keep losing weight. I definitely think it takes a lot of self-love to have the dedication to get to where you want, and deserve, to be. Keep it up!0
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Lovely post! Thanks for sharing :flowerforyou:0
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Great post! I struggle with loving myself at any weight. I'm always thinking, "Well, when I lose weight, I can..." or "My self-esteem will be better when I'm at my goal weight." It's hard to accept that you can love yourself at your highest weight and on the journey down to the final goal weight.0
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