XD time to get skinny!

i use to say i dont skinny dip and that i chunky dunk instead. BUUUTTT its time for a change! i want to skinny dip! lol im only 19 almost 20 and im ready for a change. no more getting made fun of. even though i do know how to work with what i have and make it look good mmm lol im ready for a change and a better way of living. just because people say im beautiful doesnt mean i feel beautiful. thank you to every one though who trys to make me feel good about myself. but im sick of not feeling good about my weight. when i look at myself it just makes me feel like poop haha it makes me sad thinking to myself. damn how did i let myself get this big? i want to look at my self and say DAMN HOWED I GET THIS HOT!!! lol once i help myself... then i want to help others that are in my posision and let them know that it is posible and to not lose hope but in order for that to happen im going to need as much help as i can to lose weight myself haha you scratch my back i scratch yours hey! lets get skinny yall! show 'm what we are made of ! XD chins up !!! if you need help with any thing! you just let me know! and ill do what ever i can to help !


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sorry for the bad spelling . its not my forte