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HI, my names Ashley Dawn just signed on hope this works out for me, I've got hope that it will. I have 2 kids one will be 8 next month my daughter and my son will be 2 in october. I currently am at the heaviest i have ever been 193lbs im 5'3 so im really discouraged I finally had got to my best weight ever 117lbs in 07 till i got pregnant again and he was 2 months early so i kind of went into a little depression going up to the hospital everyday and then having to leave my baby behind it was the hardest thing a mother has to do after carrying him for 7 months all u want to do is come home with your little bundle of joy. So then i just started eating just to feel better so its nobodies fault but my own so Im ready to so the next hardest thing that i am probably ever going to have to do, but i made it through all that so i think i will come out a winner I give my self a lot of self talk u know like u can so this, go ashley, and etc. So to the new chapter in this book of life here i come wide eyed and bushy tailed or at least for the time being we will see how long that lasts(lol)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So just wanted to be sure i dropped a few to tell everyone hi since its my first day...