do you ever feel judged?

You seem to put a lot of store in what she thinks. Or might be thinking, to be exact. Why? Do you really respect her and value her opinion? Or do you think she just kind of represents your own insecurities?

You will rarely change someone else, and by the sounds of it with this person you never will. Stop trying to figure them out, they like that, it gives them control. Instead change the only person you can be sure of changing 100% - you! I wont quote self help books at you but if you want some ideas about how to handle someone that, to me, sounds like whats called a "covert aggressive personality" there are some good advice on proper websites so type in "covert agressive" stay away from Yahoo answer type sites, and learn some coping strategies.

People will say "why are you letting one person bother you so much?" fair enough, but lets take a step back, they ARE bothering you, so get skilled up on how to deal with them. Don't bother with "fighting fire with fire" it seldom works and anyway it gives them even more ammo to "have a go" at you. Keep strong, you're a better persons than them, for not reacting and being abusive back. You're the strong one here (I bet it doesn't feel like it but take it from someone thats been there - you are!). All the best to you!

If your other co-workers like you and the job you do, then it's a personality problem. That person will not like you---even if you are skinny. It's not you're weight. So yes, if you like your job, you'll have to cope with her. Question--does she get along with all the others? If not, that will tell you everything. Try "killing her with kindness" and see what happens.

yes unfortunately, i can feel the direct connection between how i look and how people treat me. its sad that you kind of have to deal with her every day, but trust me, good life is the best revenge. Put an effort in what you do, whether its work or weight loss, don't pay much attention to her and just be happy and positive.

You might want to check out Landmark Education - their two day course is a life changer - not just on this issue, but particularly in this area. She can only rile you if you give her that power, and they can teach you techniques to take the power back - being responsible for the bits you can be responsible for and shelving back to her the things that are her issue. Its not cheap, but it is valuable.
Alternatively, can you ask for another mentor? Explain the situation to the high-ups and

If you want to lose do it for you. Do it because you want to. I have found other people don't change and don't acknowledge your effort. My MIL will consider me fat and lazy no matter how hard I work or how much weight I lose. You cannot change other people only yourself.

That person sounds like a bully. Turn your back on her and make no effort to please her. You do what YOU want, in the way that you deem best.

I think the barrier is not your weight, but her.

fskoethe wrote: »

I am 215 pounds and a dance teacher at age 22. You can guess that it seems strange. My coworkers accept me, except one. She makes me feel frustrated, unconfident, and upset about my teaching skills. I have known her for 10 years, and she has always made me feel like this, even as a 16/17 year old. I don't understand what I ever did to her. And I promise I have tried every way to work with her, from changing my teaching skills, to coping with her introverted and serious personality. Nothing works. Do you ever feel like your weight is the barrier? Because I feel like that maybe it. I know it hinders my dancing, and she thinks she knows me. Overweight since a child, bad habits and never going to change. But she doesn't know me. Do you think weight loss will change peoples perceptions of me? Has that happened to anyone? I feel like Im being judged at work because of my weight =(

fskoethe wrote: »

I am 215 pounds and a dance teacher at age 22. You can guess that it seems strange. My coworkers accept me, except one. She makes me feel frustrated, unconfident, and upset about my teaching skills. I have known her for 10 years, and she has always made me feel like this, even as a 16/17 year old. I don't understand what I ever did to her. And I promise I have tried every way to work with her, from changing my teaching skills, to coping with her introverted and serious personality. Nothing works. Do you ever feel like your weight is the barrier? Because I feel like that maybe it. I know it hinders my dancing, and she thinks she knows me. Overweight since a child, bad habits and never going to change. But she doesn't know me. Do you think weight loss will change peoples perceptions of me? Has that happened to anyone? I feel like Im being judged at work because of my weight =(

I would just confront her and ask what her problem with you is. Lots of times bullies like her will back off once you stand your ground. She doesn't have to like you but she does have to be respectful at work. Do not let Jerks like her make you question yourself!! You are worth so much more!! Good luck and stay strong!!❤️

fskoethe wrote: »

Wow thank you everyone for your comments and recommendations.

This was almost 2 years ago..and I have come a long way with this co-worker. We finally found a common ground and I made some extra space between our schedules at work. In a few months, we actually had things to talk about and were comfortable together. Today, we are good friends, we still have this space that I created and it makes us miss each other haha. We have a great working and social relationship which makes me proud to have gotten through this obstacle that I felt was a losing battle at one point.

On a side note, my weight loss journey has continued. I am now 190 and pushing through to 180 soon [i hope]. Thank you for all of your love and support.

Awesome news!!