Hello, Just started. Hope to gain support.

Hello, my name is Jessica. I'm 5'2 and weigh 171. I am pushing myself to return to my orginal and healthy weight of 127-130. It has been the hardest struggle of my life. There has only been 1 other situation in my life that has been as painful as me and my weight. I have to say that I believe that due to my weight, it has caused my relationship to go down the drain. I guess i can start at the begining. I was 19 when i had met "J". I was young, happy, full of life and only weighed about 127, with a pant size of 3-4. I loved my body. After I was with "J" we were together for about a year. We found out that I was pregnant. He was super happy and excited, while i on the other hand was shocked and a little in denial. Only because I thought I was to young and had so much I wanted to do. Anyway, after three months of my daughter being born, I blew up like a balloon. Problems began between the both of us. After three years of trying to work thinks out and moving from one state to another we found out I was pregnant again. Since October I have finally gotten on track with my life and decided that i was fed up with my weight. I began training and pushing myself. Granted I have not lost the amount of weight i would have thought to have lost by now, but I realize that my eating habits are extremly bad. After the eight years together, he tells me he is not happy and wants to call it quits. The good thing is that I have continued with my workouts and am now jogging in the mornings at 5:30 . I just need to work on my eating habits. I am in need a support system PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!