"Well, I'm really not supposed to speak to strangers, but we've met before.'

Hello all!

I have another account on here but i figured that i should start fresh once more as I've fallen off track over the holidays. It's been a very stressful time. We lost a roomate, bought a puppy, i got tossed everywhere in the way of work places and work hours, finishing school, the cold winter, all that comes with buying a new house and just general stress and depression. During that time i've managed to put on 50lbs more!! Yuck! So here I am trying to get back into the swing of things and sort myself out. I'll have a slow start but i'm looking for some friends to help support me and whom i can help support.

Here's a little about me:
Age: 24
Bone structure: large
height: 5"7.5
My heaviest weight: 340 lbs (about 2 years ago now i think)
my lowest weight: 205 lbs (around september 2014)
My current weight: 255 lbs.
Random fact: I never gained the weight suddenly, i was big all of my childhood. "Built like a linebacker" as my dad used to say. I just grew bigger as I grew up gradually until i realized that i had to sort out my health!

I lost all my weight while i was on here. Counting all my calories and working out when i can.
That is until September. Things went down hill fast. I started losing time to worry about food and stressing out about all the things i mentioned in the first paragraph. My hrm broke so i stopped working out in fear that i would be eating too much or too little. Then i just let depression take over. Now i'm having a horrific time getting back into it. I'm working on getting my HRM back up and running and contemplating how i will jump back into counting calories. It's just so time consuming and restraining i was beginning to lose myself and became obsessed. I got to 205 and didn't move from there for months no matter what i did... So there was another reason why i was bummed out and gave up. This time i need to keep the passion burning but i have to get the flint to start the fire first.

So if you have some passion to share then please feel free to add me!