Round 2.

So I realllly liked this site back when I tried it 2 years ago. But being completely honest I didn't just give up on losing weight then, I gave up on myself. I have been depressed for many years now with suicidal thoughts to go along with it. Sadly, during that last time I was on here I went through a very rough patch that I found too unbearable and I needed to get away from the internet, and focus on me. I became a zombie for months ignoring friends, the cutting started again and I almost losing my job.. I was there in person but I was completely gone on the inside.. days seemed to fly by and finally my friends got me to talk to a counselor and get the help I really needed.

So now I am back 20lbs heavier than I was last time I was on this site, and just like I'm fighting with my depression.. I'm here to fight to lose this weight!