Need weight loss buddies

I'm just starting my weight loss journey again for the 100th time. I have to lose about 100lbs. I'm 25 and I weight 238 and I'm 5'2". I just got married last month, now that all that stress is over with I'm looking to start over. I defiantly need the motivation because it's so easy for me to fall off the wagon. One thing that makes it hard is the fact that my husband can eat whatever he wants and not gain a pound and it's not fair but I'm looking to talk with people to keep me on track.