Another newbie- Day 2

I'm 27 years old ( nearly 28) and have 2 beautiful children and a loving husband but with each child I seamed to go up a dress size and then I stopped caring about me. I seamed not to exist really other than wife or mother! So I have decided to reclaim my identity and get back to being who I see myself as not a fat person but someone that has a good shape and can feel good in their own skin. That can walk into a shop and pick up a size 12 and it fits comfortably or maybe a size 10 on a good week! I'm looking forward to the day I control my weight, not my weight controlling me. Which it does it effects how i see the world and how the world sees me. I hate having my photo taken now as I dont want to see how fat I look but that will change as I am on this lifestyle change journey. Let the games begin!