My battle with anorexia

#transformationtuesday this is not the typical transformation that you may normally see, but still worth sharing. Though the size may not be a huge different my mindset and how I achieved the size are vastly different. In the first picture I was at the lowest weight in my adult life, however I suffered from an eating disorder. Though it was not severe and recovery was fairly simple I was extremely unhealthy. Starving myself and achieving what I thought was a perfect body image did not make me happy. In fact the smile on my face was a mask in a way. I was embarrassed of who I was and had ultimately lost myself. Today through eating healthy and working hard YES I SAID "Working hard" I have achieved my happiest body figure yet. the support I have gotten through my journey have completely transformed my outlook. And I feel fantastic!! Not to mention that many years and 2 children later I have reached the best me I can be to this point