Gained 30 pounds.

Hi, I'm 23 and this year has been tough on me. Instead of handling the stress in a healthy manner I ate relentlessly. I'm ashamed of myself and my body. I've been hiding from everyone as I don't want anyone to see me. Now, I'm just so fricken done with this pity party, and I'm just going to let everyone see how large I am so they can see the "before" image of me to compare to the healthier me I am becoming. So yeah this will be my journey, glad to be a part of the MFP community.