Hospitalized!

I was going strong on keeping track of everything until last week when I Ended Up IN The ER with appendicitis. I spent a full week in the hospital with very little food intake. Imagine my shock when I did get home expecting a dramatic weightloss to find I gained back 20lbs +5 that I had lost 6 weeks prior to this set back. I do not understand how that is possible. But apparently, when given IV fluids, you gain all this beautiful water weight. I am still in recovery, and hope I can bounce back into the commitment I had. However; when first being admitted, they thought it was my gallbladder because I was doing an Atkins diet. So knowing that the Atkins diet can cause a gallbladder attack, I may have to switch gears. I always had success with Atkins, and even though it ended up being appendicitis and I had to have may appendix removed, knowing Atkins could cause damage to my gallbladder and the pain that would entail, I will have to revise my strategy. But, let's get well first shall we?
This also has opened my eyes. I always thought once I got to my goal weight, I would definitely go for a tummy tuck and a boob lift. Abdominal surgery apparently is always going to be tough for me. My body produces too much scar tissue, so the dream of loving my body one day will never happen. It's too painful to recover from, so I now will have to have acceptance as to what hanging flesh I may have after I have achieved my goal. It's a bit depressing.