Mommy on a mission to lose 60 pounds

Hello all! My name is Kris and I'm a mom of an amazing little boy. After o had my son two years ago he spent a long while in the NICU. Although I didn't gain much weight during pregnancy the time spent in NICU as well as the first few months of his life I gained 60 pounds. Although I'm very happy with myself I'm not happy with my weight gain. You must be saying well that's an oxymoron...well I mean to say my weight doesn't change who I am as person just the way I look. I have done the 'I'm on a diet" 20+ times and it fizzes out between 1 day and a week and I just can't do this to myself anymore. He is my reason and not my excuse. So if you're in need of support and understand what I'm going through please add me.