The struggle & FitGirlsGuide

Hi my name is Elizabeth , I live I California and I am brutally honest with myself! I am very heavy (in my eyes) I weight 248lbs 5'1 and I need help with accountability, Straight Up! I can do it on my own but am I motivate? No, but I want it so bad! I need that Grasshopper in my eye saying and /or telling me I CAN DO IT! I have done it for so many other people and helping them! But when it comes to me, I can take care of myself another day! But today, I am needing a helping hand! My user name is BigMamaLiz.....