I don't have a choice now and it is scaring me.....
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all_4_my_son wrote: »I have been on a "weight loss" journey for as long as I can remember. I have went up and down over the last 12 years (since my son was born) and lost a lot of weight, gain it back, lost it, gained it back, etc. I'm currently 42 years old and 298 pounds - it's an awful feeling.
What's worse about it this time around is I have absolutely NO choice but to lose this weight and do it now. They just found a blockage in my heart on a CT scan last week. The blockage is in the left anterior descending artery and is known as the "widowmaker". My liver enzymes are also elevated as is my cholesterol and glucose.
And the sad thing is - I knew exactly what I was doing. My father died at 52 from coronary artery disease and heart failure and weighed almost 500 pounds. I knew how this would turn out for me if I didn't change things and I just sat there, on my a**, doing nothing.
I feel like it is too late to rectify this situation and that is what scares me the most. I feel like I am living with a ticking time bomb in my chest, which is just waiting to explode.
I'm having a pity party, I know, but this really scares me. I was 32 when I lost my dad and it wrecked my world - I can't imagine being my son and possibly losing his mom at 12.
I don't know what to do....ugh
Look into this group fitness on fire and see if they can help you. You can do this! Start at a slow pace until your able to do more and more.0 -
Look into this group fitness on fire and see if they can help you. You can do this! Start at a slow pace until your able to do more and more.0
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http://www.myfitnesspal.com/profile/TannunisFred
check out his profile....hes a nice guy, friend him, he will support you....he has been thru the ringer, yet he lost 420 lbs..............best wishes, you can do it
Yup, this is the guy I mentioned. OP, he is amazing and inspirational and loves to share his journey. Please look him up.0 -
SarcasmIsMyLoveLanguage wrote: »http://www.myfitnesspal.com/profile/TannunisFred
check out his profile....hes a nice guy, friend him, he will support you....he has been thru the ringer, yet he lost 420 lbs..............best wishes, you can do it
Yup, this is the guy I mentioned. OP, he is amazing and inspirational and loves to share his journey. Please look him up.
Whoops, it was a different thread where I mentioned him. Fred's getting lots of love today
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Chat to your doctor and a dietician. Work on a new relationship with food and get help with finding new non-food coping strategies. Yes it's scary to not have a choice, but at least you know where the goal posts are and have something definite to aim for.0
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Just wanted to offer my encouragement and good wishes. Obviously, you'll need to work closely with your doctor(s) on this, but it is not too late. I agree with others that the mental/emotional aspect of this is key right now. It's a scary situation, but at least you know about it and can now take steps to address it. Do your best to stay positive and try not dwell on the past or scary scenarios. One day at a time. 0
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Its not too late. You can change your life. You are capable. I feel so much for you reading your post. The road seems long but its worth it. Hugs from Texas.0
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I'm sure what I'm going to say has already been said. But I want to send some love your way.
It's a process and it will take an large amount of time, energy, and commitment that feels overwhelming and impossible...but it's not. It sounds like you know what struggle is and you're still here standing. That's something to celebrate!
If I can offer any advice it would be to take it one step at a time, literally and figuratively.
Start slow so you don't burn out.
Find an exercise that you don't dread doing but actually enjoy (mine is power walking while pushing my son in his stroller, yoga, and hip hop dance. Any other exercises can suck it, I just won't do it
Meditate, it helps with the anxiety, your ability to focus, and leaves you feeling renewed.
Please don't beat yourself up anymore. Focus on what you can do right NOW. Not what you did wrong last year or last week or what you feel like you won't be able to accomplish tomorrow. Be kind to yourself.
And reach out for support as much as possible. Therapy, friends, family, your doctor. I get a lot of support and motivation from MFP friends. Feel free to add me as a friend if you'd like.
You got this!
xox
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SarcasmIsMyLoveLanguage wrote: »http://www.myfitnesspal.com/profile/TannunisFred
check out his profile....hes a nice guy, friend him, he will support you....he has been thru the ringer, yet he lost 420 lbs..............best wishes, you can do it
Yup, this is the guy I mentioned. OP, he is amazing and inspirational and loves to share his journey. Please look him up.
Wow - I am blown away by @TannunisFred awe inspiring achievements. Well done Fred you are just incredible.
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Dude. There is no fear on this earth like the panic that sets in after a choice is taken from you, and no pain like regret for not helping yourself from your current situation. I'm very sorry to hear about your issue.
That being said, you're in the right place. You have doctors that are aware of your diagnosis, and can help point you to the kinds of resources that will help you. Listen to THEM (doctors, dietitians, trainers) over people on mfp. This is a great place for moral support, but the professionals working with you are the closest to the truth.
So first things first! speak with your doctor and ask how much physical activity your heart can handle. This way, you can manage your body without hurting it. next, ask your doctor to recommend you to a dietitian, not a nutritionist (one has a degree, one does not). Get with your new dietitian and have them break down the basics of nutrition for you, have the help you formulate a meal plan that will help you both shed weight and heal any damage to your heart. Once you have that plan, stick to it. Throw out the snacks, replace all food in your house with things that will help you, not hurt you. It helps eliminate cravings if you're not staring down the calorie-rich nutrient-dry stuff all day. Fizzy waters in place of sodas, mixed nuts instead of chips, etc. Making the switch is difficult, but worth it.
Finally, wait. It takes a very long time for a healthy body to shed weight, and in your situation, it's going to be even tougher. You may have to wait for the diet to cut your weight before you are "allowed" to exercise, if your condition is looming. It's going to be hard. But hard doesn't mean impossible, and you can do this. You raised a KID, the hardest job in history. You've got this. Sure it took a kick in the pants, but you're gonna pull through this because you have the power to arm yourself with the tools you need. And everyone on this site is cheering for you.
I could not have said it better myself. This is awesome.
The old saying goes, the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. You can do this. Start with your doctor, a registered dietician, and an exercise physiologist. Do it for yourself, and for your son. We've got your six. Go.0 -
Don't have anything to add over what has already been said but just wanted you to know that you have my support!
So many here have been in your shoes and made a change. I KNOW you can do it too!!! It is NEVER too late.
Do not start tommorow. Start this minute!0 -
pootle1972 wrote: »tiffanifair wrote: »If you're still breathing it's not too late! You're stronger than you think;) Thank God for that heartbeat in your chest and that He has a purpose for your life:) You've got this:) The first step is always the hardest.
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One day at a time, OP.
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If you break one egg, do throw the other 11 on the floor. Keep going! You're gonna mess up. Pick yourself up and do it. You can do it!0
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I am also 42 years old and have no choice now. Work and home life are my key influences with my obsessive eating. I don't have like minded people around me and it's so hard to keep up the pace i need. Good luck to us both!0
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It's not too late. Please read the success stories. One man was over 500#, had a cardiac arrest, and when he survived it, vowed to lose weight and lost over 300# and is off med's and in good health. You can do it, if you choose to.0
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Dude. There is no fear on this earth like the panic that sets in after a choice is taken from you, and no pain like regret for not helping yourself from your current situation. I'm very sorry to hear about your issue.
That being said, you're in the right place. You have doctors that are aware of your diagnosis, and can help point you to the kinds of resources that will help you. Listen to THEM (doctors, dietitians, trainers) over people on mfp. This is a great place for moral support, but the professionals working with you are the closest to the truth.
So first things first! speak with your doctor and ask how much physical activity your heart can handle. This way, you can manage your body without hurting it. next, ask your doctor to recommend you to a dietitian, not a nutritionist (one has a degree, one does not). Get with your new dietitian and have them break down the basics of nutrition for you, have the help you formulate a meal plan that will help you both shed weight and heal any damage to your heart. Once you have that plan, stick to it. Throw out the snacks, replace all food in your house with things that will help you, not hurt you. It helps eliminate cravings if you're not staring down the calorie-rich nutrient-dry stuff all day. Fizzy waters in place of sodas, mixed nuts instead of chips, etc. Making the switch is difficult, but worth it.
Finally, wait. It takes a very long time for a healthy body to shed weight, and in your situation, it's going to be even tougher. You may have to wait for the diet to cut your weight before you are "allowed" to exercise, if your condition is looming. It's going to be hard. But hard doesn't mean impossible, and you can do this. You raised a KID, the hardest job in history. You've got this. Sure it took a kick in the pants, but you're gonna pull through this because you have the power to arm yourself with the tools you need. And everyone on this site is cheering for you.
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I have a MFP friend who weighed 700 lbs......Yes ,you read right SEVEN HUNDRED POUNDS........he has been diligent and has been thru lots of medical issues, BUT HE IS HANGIN IN THERE.........he is now at 280 and looks great, but wants to lose about 65 lbs and he will be happy.........
you only need to lose about 90 lbs........he has to lose 500 lbs to his desired goals.......can you imagine
and he is older than you
just be patient, COMMIT to it and this time next year you will be so happy with your loss......best wishes
We have a new candidate for superhero status! What your friend did is absolutely amazing and awe-inspiring!0 -
I agree with getting a therapist !! Talking with someone while moving your body more and eating healthier will help you feel better. Talk with someone that will help you figure out why you gained this weight and figure out better coping skills. You are not stuck here ...the ball is still in your court. You can add me as a friend if you want !0
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No choice huh? Sounds like you can choose life or death. I know what I would choose.
Good luck.
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I just wanted to throw my support in; you've gotten great advise - esp, get medical advise immediately so you can move forward safely.
Also, yes, you can do this. People do it every day.
Every single day. The Success forum is full of them, and some of them in far more dire straights than you are. So, that could be you a year from now, doing much better, cheering someone else on.0 -
I have a MFP friend who weighed 700 lbs......Yes ,you read right SEVEN HUNDRED POUNDS........he has been diligent and has been thru lots of medical issues, BUT HE IS HANGIN IN THERE.........he is now at 280 and looks great, but wants to lose about 65 lbs and he will be happy.........
you only need to lose about 90 lbs........he has to lose 500 lbs to his desired goals.......can you imagine
and he is older than you
just be patient, COMMIT to it and this time next year you will be so happy with your loss......best wishes
Wow that's amazing! Good for him for managing to lose so much 0 -
You definitely know what to do. My Dad lost his father to the same thing, and he's lost all excess weight and walks daily. I don't know all of his emotional struggle but I know he's proud of himself and he's a very healthy man now.0
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