Just the wake up call I needed!

I am so grateful for this site, it's a chance to be motivated and encouraged as I pursue a healthy lifestyle change once and for all. I introduced myself as a 43 yr old diagnosed with HBP, Diabetes and anemia. What got me to the point of deciding I was sick & tired of feeling sick tired was being misdiagnosed with being in the first stages of renal failure. I was flabbergasted and terrified and I knew that something HAD to change!
I have lost weight before, but would seem to always gain it back (quickly). I would stay motivated for a few months, then it was back to my unhealthy habits and food addictions (emotional eating etc)...
I made excuse after excuse for my bad choices- too busy to work out, eating healthy costs too much, you know how it goes, well after years making excuses and paying for gym members that I only used after New Years resolutions I had had enough!
My best friend passed away a few years ago and that too was sent a message to me that life was too short to keep taking my health(life) for granted, she was only 44 and left two precious children behind. We both struggled with weight related issues and stress, but now I have come to realize that it's up to me to use the time I have RIGHT NOW to make a difference!
I started with small steps, eating better and working out at home. On my job, I would use all of my breaks doing something physical(walking, stretching, etc). I lost 10 pounds in a few months and started to feel more energetic.
I am really optimistic that this time I have more than a change of mind, but also a change of heart and I will stay the course for here on out.
I want to encourage anyone out there who uses food for a crutch to not give up! I have good days and bad days, but I am finding that my faith has really helped me to stay on track and not be too hard on myself when I mess up.
Don't ever give up, tomorrow is another day, and that means a new slate to start again!!!!
Let's Do it!!!!